Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ♥
i'm like feeling super down today.
evritink's going th wrong way. why so?
omigosh. life's been hard today, and i think its gonna go on.
sad? yes.
i need FRIENDS.
the one who stick with me.
the one who can tahan my nonsense crappy stuffs.
the usual that people get annoyed with.
bt i dun always get wht i want.
and this tyme, its fr real. i need one.
i know. people around me have been great and all.
bt it's just not right, right guys?
it's lately been all about me.
what about you guys?
fark, i'm down on the lowest ground.
stuck on my stupid questions, and gritting my teeth as i go.
i grin, smile, laugh.
like any other kid does.
bt whts inside?
empty.
nutink.
love?
none.
wht do i have? i do appreciate wht i have now.
the ones i can talk to. but i cnt possibly bother them with my stupid nonsense.
anyone who thinks can tolerate my idiotic nonsense. do call.
i need a Friend, not foe.
i know i have many.
i know people look down on me.
i know.
don't have to act anymore.
i knew it all along.
just say it t my face, it will be better
"i think you're stupid, im smart, and i think u dun deserve t be in this class"
done. easy right?
bt no.
everyone hides sumtink. maybe myself too.
crapshit. i just feel like dropping dead now, and forget all these crappy shitts.
yes makkal, i know.
don't care what people think. bt its easier said thn done.
i want t be smart bt i cnt.
and i dun have the looks t rely on.
so how now brown cow?
i need time.
i need A friend.
i need someone who thinks im not that annoying after all.
i want t have someone t confide in. bt who?
im just not sociable enuff. i need t get gg and break out of this circle.
yes mel, i'll try.
ily guys much.
bt as u guys know. i am super annoying, and i really did try my best nt t b annoying.
bt hw? no. no diff.
i tried. bt u guys lehh?
how how how?
maybe you guys shud try t fit in my shoe fr a while.
dun u think? i gt no one. no one at all.
that is what i honestly feel. i gt no one.
everyone is busy with their own stuffs.
have you guys ever think sumtink like,
"how wud amirah feel if..."
no right?
its ok. for you. luhh huh?
wad about me?
anyone think bout me?
nope.
anyone said "hey, im glad you are my friend"?
no.
all say , "you know you have me, anitink can just talk to me"
bt in th end? u guys just couldn't be bothered t help me.
why? because you guys have your own problem.
now, im nt trying t find any problem or anth.
i just want you guys t be in my shoes fr a while.
amirah, for once?
try asking yourself, "how wud i feel if i were her?"
try. pls, try.
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
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