Sunday, March 15, 2009 ♥
Don't do this to me;
you make me fall over time
Life has been crappy. no surprise there. you want it, you cnt get it. you forget abt it, and there it is. its ups and downs. i want it to "oh, my life's been great and couldn't be better!" but now, its "oh, its ok, has its ups and downs though". i want to keep what i have, and not lose or drop anyone along the way. its a painful experience, and i have not stop cursing myself since then. i've been a total dissapointment to much ppl lately. being this and being that. being who i am, basically. honestly, i gave up. but nurie kept me going. she was there. bt wht abt me? fuck, crap. i hate myself. im dissapointed in myself too. believe me, i do. ironic. i used the word believe me. it doesn't work that way nimore. its different. now. haiyerrr. crapshit. i think im thinking too much again. idk. pls. someone, just pls bring me to my dreamland, where everything falls into place and i dun have to worry about anything. pls. bring me away, in my dreams. where nick jonas is waiting. where my bed is made of chocolate. and there's no ants around. bring me bring me bring me. no one wants to take me now. well, that's just life, i guess. :( you dun like it, bt you have to go through it. so now, instead of saying shit, i'll say life. coz my life ain't that awesome ya know.
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Sunday, March 15, 2009
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