When You Know It's Not The Right Thing To Do, Why'd You Do?
-end of the day for the week
-tmrw is saturday, then sunday, then Monday!!
-have to finish up homework by today -.-"
see? i think life is short, thus we have to live life to the fullest. Don't Care what will Happen In the Future, just think of now. right now. every second of now. right now? i just wanna care about my education. i'm improving :) that's something new isn't it? i knoww. well, again, like i say, life is full of unpredictable stuffs waiting to happen. you can never predict what's next! you know whaaat. im complicated. "on first look, you'll definitely know"..sigh.. when you're complicated, your life follow suit. sigh, that's just life ain't it? hahah. looks is really deceiving. totally, and seriously. ppl may look like im innocent and stuffs, but really what's inside is scars, one after another and some just kept bleeding. and my tittle? yeah, that's for me. i mean like seriously, women of integrity! in which part of my life do i input that? i think i should practice it more often. honestly, this is what i am. an annoying-irritating-friggin' chilidish kid. when am i ever ever ever gnna change? idk myself. i tried my best to change, but i'll just keep hurting, so tell me why i shouldn't give up trying? i gave up. i gave up the minute i know i hurt another soul. its hard for me dun you think? well,if you think its not, it is. i gt family who is not really behind my back. a few friends trusting me. tell me, how much more can my life be a factor of bore? tell! cnt right!sigh.. sorry fr the long post.. words just keeps flowing out of my mind and my hand keeps typing. and yet, im not finish bout "mr dreamy guy".sigh.. i'll talk about my feelings towards him some other timee :))) lest, you get REALLY bored, the fact that you already are, doesn't help -.-"! haha. and yeah. im signing out and i want to talk to ppl. like talk, find out about THEIR lives instead of ME! for once, im thinking of others. thank god! sigh. byee!
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Friday, March 27, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
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