Cos Love Is On It's Way ;hello. im back to blog, after so long. i was..well.. sick. cos of my skipping of dinner thingy, gastric's deteriorating. and if you're worried about me, im fine now. no werries, if you're not worried about me, then why are you checking my blog? hahah. oh well. i miss friends alot. :( i lose a few kgs.
can c my bones :( so sad. got a scolding from mum and grandmum and grandpa :') tears of "touched" hahahaah. life's ok. fuck i bet there's alot of hwk waiting for me -.-" die die die! hahaha.s'kay. can make it one! :P yeah right. haha. ok am tired to the max, taking my leave. bye .
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Nick Jonas Spells Awesome. :)
First of all, the movie was awesomestlization! :)) like ubber awesomeness. yeah. mum let me out on the last minute. i am fan-a-tic over them. if you seen the movie, you should know what i meant! :)) NICK is like awesome! Joe? HOTSTUFFS! kevin? cool-ness :)) heh. well. 2.4 was ok lahh :) slightly better tan last year i think? hah. dun care so long as i Passed :)) you know me! :)) well, supposingly, kim is gg for the run, then we're heading theatres after run. but she overslept. tsk tsk tsk :)) heh. today was awesome :)) hehe. i was sooo happy. :)) yayzeserlization. :)) addicted to the -lization word. all bcos of KIM! urgh!i hope marie and kim enjoy their day like i do. :)) it was funn hanging out with you both, that's fr sure :)) love yawwwws!:))) k. im tired. pictures some other time :)) ok byeeeee!
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Thinking of you;
Today was okaylahhh. (: got napfa, 5 batts. passed all. (: happy siaow! the whole day i got cramps. wasn't that happy. and somemore. mum doesn't allow me go TJB 3d movie siaow! damn sad laahhh. heart painnnn! sigh.. what to do. just follow what she say lorh. give up alrdy. :( and anw, i use lappies ystd, and the keyboard not that goodluhh. that's whyy. damn tired. got cramps all over. TGIF. (: maybe catch some sleep or not, just rest :) okok. MYE coming. MUST study (:
LOVE YA'LL (:
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
irritated. just gnna jump dwn the building right now.
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
OhMyJonas!
i think i totally give up on trying now. ): so sad. guys go for looks, that means, i'm nowhere near of getting any guys in future. ): super sad lahhh! then i'll be a loner all my life. fuck. im ugly! ohmyjonas. i wish nick jonas would just hug me right now! i swear! urgh! every guy i know, they go for the bloody looks. oh friends, wake up. looks is not that important! wahpiang! imma be a loner all my life, all thanks to guys who go for the damn looks. URGH!
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I wash my hands off love.
hell dearie, blog readers. first of all, i wanna thank Aiishah (: for the post. and for all the encouragement given like how there's alot more fishes in the sea. and yes aiishah. fix your rubix till you get it right (: and then, secondly, to nurie. thanks for asking me to cheer up. that was soooo needed. *grins* thirdly, mariedurray, for being my listening ear ystd. and MELISSA KOH LIN IM!!! i wanna thank you (: for everything! for the laughs, the smiles, the encouragements.thanks for allowing me to enter your life, though just a lil bit. and i know i may be irritating at times. well, im sorry for that. haha. so unavoidable (: and to the rest of my friends out there. thanks thanks and thanks, for teaching me a lesson or two on life.. *smirks*..thanks for just being there, completing my life. appreciate it loads, to the MAX i tell you..
hmm, lets recap. today was fine (: mrs soon and mrs tan didn't came school today. boohoo. so didn't reg. centrstage's SYF you see (: haha. i hop they did awesome -ly. so that their hard work paid off, ony god knows how hard they practice for this. cos the first script was rejected, so they have t work on a new one. then ,today. had free geog periods and lit (: hahaha. gerek h, per lagikkk! hahha. then me and jess, were talkin about gross-some stuff that i bet you guys don't wanna know! hahaa. then math, gt 0. ohh mann! MYE coming, study hard all. jia you! we all can do it (: gtg buy graph paper for math tmrw. k byees. loves! taccaire!
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Monday, April 13, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Decision.
today's topic is about decision. in life, there's alot of decision to make. the right ones, lead you to the right path.. but the wrong ones,leads you to a pit where you will keep falling, and there's no ending. its all up to you. decision you make will always have a consquences following it (: advantages and disadvantages will follow suit. most of the time, we pick answers, make decisions, without thinking with a right mind. we'll answe in a rush. cos everthing's fast pace. sad. cos most of these times, you will pick the wrong choice. and when yu ponder over it, you'll regret. and there's no use of regret now, cos it won't change and bring you back to the place where you haven't made up your decision. im scared of decisions. i make the wrong one everytime. and i'll be sad over it for days. yes, ystd was the most dreadful day for me. but it's my choice/decision to choose whether i want to be sad or not. where i want to sit tomorrow, will i pay attention in school? decisions. decision making. yes. i may not have the answer now, but i'll get to it soon. and think about it real hard so that benefits me in many ways (: ok i know. its a random post, out of nowhere. but think. in life how many times have you made mistake? and you're repeating everything again? so? don't you think you have to do something about it? and yeah. now, its your time to makea decision whether to care about my post. your decision to make, whethr to react. (: happy making decisions lovelies (:
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Monday, April 13, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Piece of mind;
i'm feeling to my lowest right now. yes, he did went online. but it wasn't as what i and yo expected. he's owned. and im die-ing. is it so wrong to hav a glimse of hope? oh thanks. i gt the answer. its a no. never a hope. not the first, why should te second. stupid mirah. faling and falling and falling lke nobody's business. omg, its the second time. and im still here at the pit. fuckshit. i hate mirah. mirah is me, so i hate me. i hate my life. yes, i have aiishah consoling me, but its not that that i want. i am fking depressed. ys, i know, there's alot more gys out there. but there's none like him. he's the only him. fucckkkkkk, and now, i feel like crying. CRYING. yes, crying, cos it just have to end this way. there's no other way. fuckkk! mirah is still living in her own world. when will she ever realise and wake up? when? omg. i hate this feeling. fucker. urgh. fucking feeling ain't going away. till when am i gonna avoid him? till when? i pierce through everytime i see his name. no, im not fanatic over him. idk why, i just have this feeling tht there was hope. fuck. imma go talk to aiishah nw. and yeah. im trying my fking best ti fking put away this fking feeling! (: sorry aiishah, i abandoned you fr a few minute. i just needed self-reflction (: i think im fine now.(: k. thanks for not caring, dude. thanks. k bye.
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
New Song, Just For That Special Someone. Pls wake up and realise its you all along dear. sigh..
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I feel very low today. sorry, no pictures nor motivational words.
i'm feeling to my lowest right now. its 5.36. and he's yet to be online. im sad. and somemore, i went to his faebook, and then, i see his pretty girl friends. if he didn't fall for them, then i dun have any hope. sigh...omg. im sad..idk why, but i feel like crying..like totally...breaking down..in my life, i said to mysef, NEVER cry for a guy...well..idk...its so wrong now...he's so worth it to cry over...and like, to think that i gt no hope, hurts oh so much.come online soon. idk why, but i feel like talking to you asap. each time there's a sign saying someone's online, i just hope it was you. but it isn't, and again i feel like crying. bt im not gnna cry fr sumtink that's never gonna be mine..its just a wishful thinking of mine..idk why...bt when i msn-ed with you the other day, i felt that click that i had with mr.HOT..its sooo..co-incidental..how weird? after i eras my feelings for him, and you came along. say its fate or whatever. but im suffering, cos idk how i really feel. cos there's no hope at all, to think about even. how sad. such un closed ending. and aiishah sayang, thanks fr the post. and yeah, we should meet up soon. imma chunk on food. any updates on him, i'll surely will blog. but i dun think there's gnna be a 2nd post for today. will there? i dun think so. please go online ******. sigh....
Labels: feeling low, he's still not there
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
When you look around and see no one,
you didn't search enough.
hello peoplets.hows your day? mine? been great.hahaha. anw, those are some editted pictures frm syam's birthday. yeah. haahaha. anw. today's sat. supposingly, i am suppose to do my hwks..but then, i still have tmrw to finish so might as well do tmrw lorrr. hahaha. was chatting with mel (:she's fun to talk to. can make you laugh in an instant lorrrh. hahaa. so many lorrrr. yucks. i hate it. hahaha. anyway. i was just looking at my blog. suddenly, it occur to me, mirah pendek/kecik is so minah-ish. but then ppl know me bcos of me. my pendek-ness/or kecikness. so howow? imma change my name to mirah. fullstop. no front, no back. just the way it is (: and he's still now online laaah. till when am i gonna wait sia?! sigh...still am waiting cannn! (: haha. he's still dun know i fallen for him :( sigh..life's hard...nehmind nehmind..its easy..why? cos "law of attraction"...nyahahaha..okok..i miss my past..but then, if im still living in the past, there's never going to be a today. a me, now. will there? idk. sigh..i need admirers. hahahaha. i envy marie. sighh...i need admirers.. i envy those who have tons and lots of admirers. for me, a few will do..haha. but never gonna happen! sigh...okok..my stomach hurts again..sigh...have been having this pain since that day. cnt rmmbr what day, but surely is that day (:haha..okok..grandma cooked asampedas (: grandpa's favourite..hahaha. (: oh wells. am gonna chomp some food. gonna ransack that kitchen of mine (: ok go. bye! (:wait a sec..kim just called. she goes on and on and on about how awesome the movie is..now i cnt wait to watch it! 13 bucks! can save one (: ok hahaha. good for you kim! watching on 25th! yay!
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Saturday, April 11, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Do You Ever Think Of Me, Anymore;
heyloss. (: hows life? i hope everything's fine. sigh.. been not blogging fr two days right? hahaha. mum. need i explain? i'll save the explaiation ok. (: haha. new blog skin. i hope you like it. if you don't, idc either. its my blog, my say, my thoughts (: haha. first of all, happy belated birthday hisyam..haha..hope we did surprise ya somehow...haha.. the cake-kie was awesome..nyahahha..and omg, puzzle was menyusahkan :) hahah..then yeah..very tired ystd..bt had fun? and they have tons more of fun w/o me. when i left. like always. so yeah. nutink new there. hahaha. and thens. today, was awesome family day. nyahahhaa. i laughed like most of the time. cos of kak ain's retardedness, kak nirah's blur-ness, mama's gundu-ness..hahaha. like every step they made was very funny. ate, gossip, ate.. hahaha. and then!!!!!!! we had pizza hut..and it was awesome. i swears (: nyahahaa. i ate like pig lah today. hahahaa. alot! first, appetizer, we had chicken soup. then after that, pizza. hawaiian. took a few pieces. nyahahahaa. then my favourite part!, the dessert. i had warm cake with ice cream. nyahahaha. awesome muchos (: haha. oh wait. did i tell, initially, my mum wanted to bring us watch movie, but it was like full for every show -.-"..hahaha..then like we decided to window-shop. hahaha. oh oh oh! then i saw this shoe. awesome! 60 bucks only. asked mama, she said no. asked neknda, she asked me to ask atok, which i did. and when i asked atok, firstly, he said no. when walking out time he asked again!!! and i said..NO! HOW STUPID RIGHT??!?!?!?! sigh...the shoe was awesome... (: i want dxlr fr my birthday pls atok? ): plsplspls. hahahha. kak ain and me went crazy over it -.-"...while neknda went crazy over an ipod, kak nirah for some bobbi brown makeup and mama mac's makeup. atok was...well..following around..for cash needs i think! hahaha. and then aidil, die2 wanna go toys'r'us at vivocity. andOMG! pack lah siol! hahaa. he manage to get a sword. damn retarded, and kak ain kept playing with it can? hahahaha. oh wells. im done blogging..haha. and HE have yet to come online! sigh...i need him to talk to me... (: pls boy? nyahahahaha. ok byeee! (: love ya'll. taccaire!
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Friday, April 10, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Aiishah! feel better okehh!
paper, aku ader kat cni. biler2, msg jek (: aku mesti be a listening ear for you. i hearts you manymany (: taccaire sayang (:
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
I'm just dangerously in love with you, boy.
hello all! i decide to type as small as possible (: torture for your eyes huh? teehee. anw, the caption above is from a song (: and like yeah. pictures above, nice? nyahahaha. okok. anw today? lemme c? was awesome! nyahahaha. brought a small bag to school. and yeah. elly too (: nyahahhaa. and then had fala. then omg. b4 that was mass run. then, me reg and alex was like running away from egg yolk. we ain't no bastard/dogs/bitch. its just that, we don't have anything to talk about with her. its like awkward silence most of the time. and like i pity reg the most, its like egg yolk kept asking her queations that has got no answers -.-"...sigh...and then and then was fala. sigh. that's like funny (: nyahahaha. discuss bout future and stuffs but then mrs tan interupted and said " before you guys dream/aspire or whatever, before reaching there, you guys have to complete my work" then all started vigorously writing. damn funny lah! nyahahaha. than aft that got math (: was awesome! ms tan re taught me the basic things (: yeah than after that was english. o.m.g lah! the paper was hard can...? i know i know, we did the paper last year.. but its SO hard! i swear! so...i anyhow hantam! nyahahahha. then was p.e...walao...that one worst! iwe had to run i rounds and 1 minute break. so it was 1.2.3.2.1. so yeah sprinted at the last round, and i was nearly first when that CHEEEBONGS lahhh catch up,, so i was like wtf!?!? and she laughed at me! hahhaa. bad fattytynn! nyahahahha (: oh and then after school got malay remedial. was hi-la-ri-ous i tell you! zubees was asking what about "penyanyian" and "penepuk"...i laugh like hell i tell you! hell! and then came my turn, i said clappings instead of applause -.-" not a big deal compare to "penepuk" and the word of the day "menyantik"! hhahhahahaa. zubees zubees. nyahahaha. penepuk sounds like epok epok.. ok nonsense/crap. oh wth. andand. im happy but sad laaaaah! crapshit btol! tmrw's hisyam's bday party...and and..mama supposingly buy for him a parker pen, but didn't for whatever reason idk. im happy cos HE didn't get the pen, so didn't i. and im sad, cos what am i going to give him tomorrow when the rest gave!?!?!?! walaowhey. shit laaaaah! sigh.... :( ok. byee. toodles. and o.m.j! webcaming with kim was THE bomb. who doesn't know that yet by now is a fool. nyahahaha!
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
When you look at the sky, its blue.
do you think its blue bcos it's blue or
it's because you heard it from someone?
ok, so today was per normal. had CJC for assembly..and now im having second thoughts on whether to go CJC lah. sigh.. the criteria is high though there's affiliation..sigh...have you ever wonder whats the next step for you? well, i have never, to be honest. idk, whats next and i have no aim to achieve whats next. i hope this is normal amongst you guys out there..but frm now on, i have an AIM. to have at least 3 distinctions. and to go to a JC! CJC that is(: watch out ppl out there, mirah's gonna work hard to achieve whatever she dreamt of getting. yes! watch out! new competition on the loose, keep your eyes wide open for my progress. now imma be the serious one, entertainment aside, besdies blogging.its like my life! so yeah. ok gtg now. cos mummy's bringing me out. to where? idk! nyahahha.oh and sorry there's no picture in this post. im in a rush to go out. so yeah! (: byees. taccaire. love ya'll!
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
I HAVE TO DO THIS SURVEY. SO ME-ISH! nyahahaha!
1) single,taken or crushing?
crushing, which means im single :)
2)Are you happy with your life now?
2)Are you happy with your life now?
currently, imma say yes.
3)When you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?
3)When you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?
YES..! like yeah! nyahahah. actually, idk.. :P
4)Have you had your heartbroken?
4)Have you had your heartbroken?
omg, thanks fr making me realise, NO. :)
5)Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
5)Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
nopes. sorry, but there's no excuse for you to cheat behind his/her's back!
6)Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you.
6)Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you.
if he repents!
7)Have you talked about marriage with another person before?
7)Have you talked about marriage with another person before?
yeah! my sister.nyahahahah!
8)Do you want children?
8)Do you want children?
yeah!
9)How Many?
9)How Many?
2
10)Would you consider adoption?
10)Would you consider adoption?
if i'm infertile, then yeah!
11)If someone like you right now,what do you think is the bestway to let you know his/her feelings?
11)If someone like you right now,what do you think is the bestway to let you know his/her feelings?
meet me up, and talk to me face-to-face. noone dares to...sigh!
12)Do you enjoy getting into Relationships?
12)Do you enjoy getting into Relationships?
yesyes.nyahahahahaha
13)Be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
13)Be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
it doesn't last long fr anything to happen..nyahahahah!
14)Do you believe in love at first sight?
14)Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes, ever fallen for that one, once.
15)Are you romantic?
15)Are you romantic?
idk, ask around, maybe not. :P
16)Do you believe you can change someone?
i did.so i believe
17)If you could get married somewhere,where will it be?
17)If you could get married somewhere,where will it be?
here, in Singapore. a small reception,a grand honeymoon!
18)Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
18)Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
yes.
19)Do you have feelings for someone right now?
19)Do you have feelings for someone right now?
DUH! nyahahahha!
20)Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
20)Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
yeah, had i not tell enough? nyahahahha
21)Have you ever broken a heart?
21)Have you ever broken a heart?
no lehh, on second thought, YEAH! oh sorry.
22)If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl whom ure deeply in love with,what would you do?
22)If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl whom ure deeply in love with,what would you do?
i'll let him go. AND let him choose!
23)Are you missing someone now?
23)Are you missing someone now?
yeaps.
Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.
Tag them in their blog to let them know. And don't stop this going ard survey.It made ppl occupied.=)Get started!
1. nurie
Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.
Tag them in their blog to let them know. And don't stop this going ard survey.It made ppl occupied.=)Get started!
1. nurie
2. melissa
3.veron
4.reginal
5.marie
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Monday, April 06, 2009
Monday, April 06, 2009
Try to laugh it off, no matter how it hurts.
Just hide it well, and everything will go fine.
hello honeybees. idk why, but i like using purple today. nyahahaha. okay. idk why, but i kept laughing. nyahahhaa. s'kay. its not always that i laugh ya know (: nyahahaha. anw.. c?? i editted another picture! nyahahaha. and yes, i'm a petite one. a small one. an ugly and fat one too.. crapshit. i need to go on a diet lah siak! nyahahaha. tapi slalu tak menjadi, boleh thn taxi uh plan aku, tapi nti fail jgak...nyahahaha. ok, maybe i have to set my priorities straight lah kan? maybe i study, then no time to eat? yeah. that will work.. (: omg. school was ok lahh..class was quiet without reg. sigh..idk what happened to her, whatever it is, come back soon, we need the NOISE. nyahahhaha. (: 3 days liao nvr see yous! nyahahha. okok. then.. oh yah! early morning, mum packed chicken floss and 2 muffins fr me. chicken floss, i gave to farfar. and the pandan muffin..waah! i tell you, shiok siak! like giler babi nyer gerek! (: i open the plastic then from far can smell. rachel and alex was sitting opposite, and the sweet smelling of pandan was really aromatising.. right alex and rachel? nyahahaha. and i let maria, sitting beside me, smelled it...and she didn't wanna taste it, tell me who wouldnt? i think maria is the only one. its so weird to type that name out..cos you know why? cos my mum's name is maria. its like, im talking bout my mum...but im NOT...nyahahah..that was lame. andand. yes zubeees. nyahahaha, i was born great (: nyahahaha. loser! nyahahah yeaps, i just called out your name! nyahahahha. and omg, till today, he still not online. maybe cos i asked him to study and he really did :( can you pls at least go online and ask for my number? sigh...nyahahhaa. actually, idc whether he's alive anod. no longer babe, no longer...nyahhahaa. im done with my homework...ooops, missed out the word almost. and omg lah, i keep on writing the as ther...haiyer, what happen to ever so proper english? and omg, i cnt wait to watch HM the movie with peepies like elaine and melly and yeahaw! nyahahah. okok. end now, cos i will continue to talk crap, so like should stop now shouldn't i? nyahahaha. (: love ya'll. taccaire. pls come online, i beg you to!
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Monday, April 06, 2009
Monday, April 06, 2009
Hello sayang, im back again :)
i wanted to make this post a colourful one. but...nahh...nyahaha...too lazy lah sia! nyahaha. currently talking to athirah.my old friend...sigh...i miss her. i miss hte times spent with her...sigh..and, omg. fiidaa, my cousin, super kekek luhhh! i asked, mirahpendek or mirahkecik. and she said mirahpencik or mirahkedek. nyahaha, i'll choose mirahkedek, but then it will be so kekek! sumpahhhs! nyahahaha. and imma watch 17 again with whoever who wnna watch it with me (: but with mum's permission that is.. kimmie's gonna be dead cos she never do art, imma be dead, cos tmrw got bio...nyahahhaa. hate that! nyaahaha. tmrw, it'll be a heavy bag day, and mummy still haven't buy fr me a new bag that i need ever so badly...sigh...mummy! must get me a new bag pls! nyahahaha. no, my bag is pink. and i HATE pink. bt s'kay, can live with it a few more weeks/month...bt never YEARS. nyahahhaa. omg. omg.omg. i waited and wiated and waited but like he never did went online! like crapshit siak! i wanna talk to him, really do. pls pls pls go online and ask fr my number. i want you to msg me, pls? sigh..no! im not a despo! eww! no! omg! no! i just like him so much. its a crush, i think. idk. pls, ask fr my number, ******. sigh...he'd never figure that out...i am crushing on you mr charm..and omg...funny...you know what? me and nurie is like planning to make a customized shirt when we graduate from SJC. we even planned on what to write.. and omg! i so envy the rich ppl, bt i no money-minded women. i mean, who doesn't envy Beyonce? tell me who? 5 million USdollar for an engagement ring! nyahahaha. okok. gtg..mummy's home. byees, taccaire!
love ya!
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Sunday, April 05, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Maybe you're missing some parts of your life;
nyahahahah. ^^ see the part above? yeah. idk what should i put as tittle, cos, currently, my mind has been filled up by this someone. and fuck, its very hard t let go. im cursing, ad tearing my heart apart, but it's still staying still. why don't my heart open it's eyes and see that that bloody someone is seeing the other bloody someone? sigh... okok. enough of him. i HATE him for making me me LOVE him. he's hot, but maybe he's just not for me, so MIRAH, get a bloody life, and get him bloody out of your BLOODY mind. i mean like seriously, im tired of this, waiting fr sumtink that you know won't happen. when will he realise? sigh. idc, imma be a carefree women! (: leading a happy life WITHOUT him (:
So, now, focus on me. all about me now. nyahahhaa. no. im not ego-istic like you think i am. im not -.-"...sigh...ok, you know what? this isn't about me. cos you know what? cos i gt nutink to say about my life. how pathetic. im alone. at home. nothing to do besides chatting with lovely friends that never fail to brighten up my day. (: friends like, nurie, reg, alex, mel and yeah. mostly that. and i think im falling for this new guy. don't ask who. not telling. not even you nurie, now don't give me those "since when you hides sumtink from me?" cos, i still ain't telling. na'ah. nyahahhaa. between me, myself and i, yes alex. only 3. nyahahah. i.am.so.bored.right.now.alone.at.home. sighh...am suppose to watch twilight DVD that mummy borrowed from cik ros, bt ain't got the mood. kak ain's out with mama, and so is grandparents and lil bro, and daddy's driving. and kak nrah went out dating. so that practically leaving me alone at home lorr. sigh..and if you notice, i didn't edit today. 1 is cos i gt no picture. and 2 is even if i have picture, editting with lappies is so hard lah. and you know what? see the paragraph above? yeah, that is for PREVIOUS crush, new one will be in the next paragraph. now if you cme running to me saying im a bitch so easily changing crush. you soooo dun know me. i drool over a certain guy so certainly so long lah! and yeah, the guy above? is like way more than one month i've been crushing. pathetic lah cos he dun even know. sighh...ok, imma talk abt him now!
Congrats mr.charm. you made me fall for you, just by talking to you. idk why i fall for you, but this feeling is soo not gg away that fast. believe me, its gonna be like mr.HOT, making me fall for him. i wish you could notice my feelings for you, unlike mr.HOT. who doesn't even c that, when its so obvious. and yes, i hope maybe there's a next step...sigh...maybe that's too far, but oh i wish you would like at least take a step further and take down my number and msg me...oh pls.. lets pray you too feel the same way..pls, omg, im so not crazy in love. im jst crushing? idk. pls, mr. charm, make the next step.
p.s: sorry that the post is so long. its about 3 ppl ya see.
sorry that this post has no picture.
sorry that this post is like so boring, but its my blog, my say. you dun like, buzz off! and ..
sorry mr charm fr falling for you. ithinkiloveyou, but i dun wanna make it official. i fall for you, for the first time indeed. but it seems that we connect so easily. maybe we have chemistry?
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Sunday, April 05, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009
I need you in my life,
you're the reason i'm breathing.
Hello humans of the world and readers of my blog. (: nice day? yeahh. i know...hahaha. today has been so far so good (: haha. woke up at 10 ish.. then bath, then ate "breakfast"! hahaha. okayss. then after that. was in the room watching the movie called 'definitely, maybe'..ok lahh...then kak ain went out.. mummy came home..then i was watching this comedy. a malay one. oh boy. not funny. the tittle is 'los dan faun'..err...too lazy to elaborate...sigh..then agn edit edit edit. webcam with lovely kim! (: oh forgot. i watched HANNAH MONTANA! (: my idol, miley cyrus is THE BOMB i tell you. me and kim about the jonas brothers concert..how i wish it would came true..lets pray hard altogether, tht it will eventually come true... (: hahha..im gg off now.. gonna karaoke at karaokeparty.com. you should try too (:
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
Saturday, April 04, 2009
To : FaFaFaFatynnJendol!
My favourite!
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
Saturday, April 04, 2009
I need a friend like you, a smile like yours and a mind like yours;
Difficult to find cos you're one in a million.
omg omg omg. today is saturday. and you knw what? its the only saturday that im free. lucky me (: hahhaa. last saturday was AC. then the others was well, filled up with stuffs (: funny. ahahha. anw.. i found this website lah. and its like super cool. look on what its said about me. the comments in brackets are made by me. (: enjoy reading and puking! :P
My view on Myself:
You are intelligent (yeah right! so smart tht i keep failing?), honest(errm..maybe?) and sweet(LIKE SUGAR!). You are friendly to everybody( obviously..!) and don't like conflict(but it just kept coming). Because you're so cheerful and fun(this part, i have to agree. t-hee) people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.(this part is so not right!)
The type of boyfriend that i am looking for:
The type of boyfriend that i am looking for:
You are not looking merely for a boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner(no i don't! i still wanna have fun!). Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with(ok, i'll try, but no guarantees :)). The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.(sigh, this guy is being hard on me then! )
My readiness to commit into a relationship:
My readiness to commit into a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person( this, i have to agree!, why? i dun wanna another girl to passby and take him! DUH!). And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (sorry, but i don't get this line, at all!)
The seriousness of my love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively(WTF?!haha. believe me, i don't -.-"). The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms(sigh...if only lah kan!). But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?(how to choose when there's nobody to choose from?)
My views on education:
Education is very important in life(yes ma'am!). You want to study hard and learn as much as you can(yes, but is there any simpler way to do that?).
The right job for me:
The right job for me:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income(yesyes! pls pray fr me fr this line to come true!). Knowing what you like to do is important(YES! it is important!). Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life(Ohh yeah!).
How do I view success:
You are afraid of failure(tell me who isn't?) and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed(pardon my such low self-esteem). Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (like a lion? hahaha! fuck. no -.-")
What am I most afraid of:
What am I most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble(but no longer do:)). You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself(yesyes!). Independence is important to you.(More like freedom?)
My true self:
You are mature(yeah sure. ask ard.), reasonable( i do thinks with a reason), honest(need i repeat?) and give good advice(do i?). People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues(most of the times, yeah.). Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.(what it means is a love problem instead of a idk, "use your brain" problem kinda thing)
So, that was basically it. if you wanna know more about yourself, go here.
yeah. thre ^^ try clicking, if not, copy and paste -.-"
haha..proper update soon. love ya'll peepies!
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
Saturday, April 04, 2009
When It's so hard to say i love you, why don't you try expressing it?
sigh...life is really unpredictable ain't it? sigh..idk...im just sick and tired of mine if you're not of yours.. wishing that it'll get better every second, just won't work. don't you think? oh wells, let's look on the bright side of life...afterall, you are sticking with YOUR LIFE till death ya know -.-"...just bare with it abit longer, and i assure you, it's all gonna be ok.. maybe not like last time, the one you were already used to, but it's gonna be ok still.. sigh..sometimes, i look at myself, and i see IMPERFECTION...wait, to come to think of it, it's all the time...you look at me, and what do you see? honsestly? i know firstly you look at me and you know im complicated, and a lazy bum.. to change that perspective of yours (and mine) is like so hard! cos you know why? cos it's true. it's the fact.
and you know what? there's alot more you have to know if you think you know me. i can hide my feelings very well except for some who really really knows me. you know yourself who you are, the ones i cn never hide my feelings. and when you look at me, i feel uncomfortable. i feel im ugly and there's no need to tell me and stare at me...cos i know i am...as hard as i want to change that too, i cnt..why? cos again, it's the fact...im ugly inside and out, so tell me 10 good reasons why should you be friends with me? tell... ok...no bargain.. 10 is too much right? i know! its just so hard to find my positive sides, and to ask you to name my 10 flaws, will be like super easy... i know! sigh...
But you know what? what if you and i look at me at a different angle/position? will things be different? will i still be the ugly person you had in your mind? will i still be? will i still have flaws in many ways? have i not be good to you? have i? have YOU think of looking at me from a different angle? have you? and im not referring to anyone in particular, im referring to general...what if you look at me in a different way? will i ever be the same ANNOYING amirah? will i?
YOU DECIDE, YOUR CHOICE ON HOW TO LOOK AT ME, HOW TO THINK ABOUT ME. NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU. SO DECIDE.
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Friday, April 03, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009
When Things Never Go Your Way, Don't Simply Assume It Won't...hello everyone...its been long since i've blogged ain't it?hahahha....sigh....life's been okayy (: happy for me too. happy for you too.. (: anw, i think im getting a grip of my studies nowadays..dun know why, but it just seems that way...and no, its not from the donuts Sister gave -.-"...hahaha. i love all my firends. like seriously, can make me laugh, no matter whaaat..!haha..well, as you can see from the pictures, hw boring my life is, therefore, making me super free to super edit my super pictures. and im telling you, i've tried my very best to hide my ______. but it's like super annoying cos ppl keep noticing it! &&, no worries, i ain'g got no tattoo lovelies. not that high yet and i ain't got no piercing (: im a good girl ya know..! and im like seriously not used to it. like fuckshit, i feel as if my ______ is tearing! like cheebye kia lah sia! :'(..i've tried my very best to be strong, i just hope, that this feeling will go away ASAP (: ok, now, gonna talk about him lah seyzes (:
okay, it's been long since we've talked, and thank goodness the feeling is fading away again...keep your distance from me (: thank you very much for knowing what to do when i didn't tell you to...see, that's the problem, i keep melting on every step you make. crapshit. i wish you didn't excist in my life..maybe in her's but never in mine...sigh.. ilymanymanystillmrHOT:D
okay, it's been long since we've talked, and thank goodness the feeling is fading away again...keep your distance from me (: thank you very much for knowing what to do when i didn't tell you to...see, that's the problem, i keep melting on every step you make. crapshit. i wish you didn't excist in my life..maybe in her's but never in mine...sigh.. ilymanymanystillmrHOT:D
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Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
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