Sunday, April 12, 2009 ♥
Piece of mind;i'm feeling to my lowest right now. yes, he did went online. but it wasn't as what i and yo expected. he's owned. and im die-ing. is it so wrong to hav a glimse of hope? oh thanks. i gt the answer. its a no. never a hope. not the first, why should te second. stupid mirah. faling and falling and falling lke nobody's business. omg, its the second time. and im still here at the pit. fuckshit. i hate mirah. mirah is me, so i hate me. i hate my life. yes, i have aiishah consoling me, but its not that that i want. i am fking depressed. ys, i know, there's alot more gys out there. but there's none like him. he's the only him. fucckkkkkk, and now, i feel like crying. CRYING. yes, crying, cos it just have to end this way. there's no other way. fuckkk! mirah is still living in her own world. when will she ever realise and wake up? when? omg. i hate this feeling. fucker. urgh. fucking feeling ain't going away. till when am i gonna avoid him? till when? i pierce through everytime i see his name. no, im not fanatic over him. idk why, i just have this feeling tht there was hope. fuck. imma go talk to aiishah nw. and yeah. im trying my fking best ti fking put away this fking feeling! (: sorry aiishah, i abandoned you fr a few minute. i just needed self-reflction (: i think im fine now.(: k. thanks for not caring, dude. thanks. k bye.
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
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