Sunday, April 12, 2009 ♥
I feel very low today. sorry, no pictures nor motivational words.
i'm feeling to my lowest right now. its 5.36. and he's yet to be online. im sad. and somemore, i went to his faebook, and then, i see his pretty girl friends. if he didn't fall for them, then i dun have any hope. sigh...omg. im sad..idk why, but i feel like crying..like totally...breaking down..in my life, i said to mysef, NEVER cry for a guy...well..idk...its so wrong now...he's so worth it to cry over...and like, to think that i gt no hope, hurts oh so much.come online soon. idk why, but i feel like talking to you asap. each time there's a sign saying someone's online, i just hope it was you. but it isn't, and again i feel like crying. bt im not gnna cry fr sumtink that's never gonna be mine..its just a wishful thinking of mine..idk why...bt when i msn-ed with you the other day, i felt that click that i had with mr.HOT..its sooo..co-incidental..how weird? after i eras my feelings for him, and you came along. say its fate or whatever. but im suffering, cos idk how i really feel. cos there's no hope at all, to think about even. how sad. such un closed ending. and aiishah sayang, thanks fr the post. and yeah, we should meet up soon. imma chunk on food. any updates on him, i'll surely will blog. but i dun think there's gnna be a 2nd post for today. will there? i dun think so. please go online ******. sigh....
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Sunday, April 12, 2009