Sunday, April 5, 2009 ♥
Maybe you're missing some parts of your life;
nyahahahah. ^^ see the part above? yeah. idk what should i put as tittle, cos, currently, my mind has been filled up by this someone. and fuck, its very hard t let go. im cursing, ad tearing my heart apart, but it's still staying still. why don't my heart open it's eyes and see that that bloody someone is seeing the other bloody someone? sigh... okok. enough of him. i HATE him for making me me LOVE him. he's hot, but maybe he's just not for me, so MIRAH, get a bloody life, and get him bloody out of your BLOODY mind. i mean like seriously, im tired of this, waiting fr sumtink that you know won't happen. when will he realise? sigh. idc, imma be a carefree women! (: leading a happy life WITHOUT him (:
So, now, focus on me. all about me now. nyahahhaa. no. im not ego-istic like you think i am. im not -.-"...sigh...ok, you know what? this isn't about me. cos you know what? cos i gt nutink to say about my life. how pathetic. im alone. at home. nothing to do besides chatting with lovely friends that never fail to brighten up my day. (: friends like, nurie, reg, alex, mel and yeah. mostly that. and i think im falling for this new guy. don't ask who. not telling. not even you nurie, now don't give me those "since when you hides sumtink from me?" cos, i still ain't telling. na'ah. nyahahhaa. between me, myself and i, yes alex. only 3. nyahahah. i.am.so.bored.right.now.alone.at.home. sighh...am suppose to watch twilight DVD that mummy borrowed from cik ros, bt ain't got the mood. kak ain's out with mama, and so is grandparents and lil bro, and daddy's driving. and kak nrah went out dating. so that practically leaving me alone at home lorr. sigh..and if you notice, i didn't edit today. 1 is cos i gt no picture. and 2 is even if i have picture, editting with lappies is so hard lah. and you know what? see the paragraph above? yeah, that is for PREVIOUS crush, new one will be in the next paragraph. now if you cme running to me saying im a bitch so easily changing crush. you soooo dun know me. i drool over a certain guy so certainly so long lah! and yeah, the guy above? is like way more than one month i've been crushing. pathetic lah cos he dun even know. sighh...ok, imma talk abt him now!
Congrats mr.charm. you made me fall for you, just by talking to you. idk why i fall for you, but this feeling is soo not gg away that fast. believe me, its gonna be like mr.HOT, making me fall for him. i wish you could notice my feelings for you, unlike mr.HOT. who doesn't even c that, when its so obvious. and yes, i hope maybe there's a next step...sigh...maybe that's too far, but oh i wish you would like at least take a step further and take down my number and msg me...oh pls.. lets pray you too feel the same way..pls, omg, im so not crazy in love. im jst crushing? idk. pls, mr. charm, make the next step.
p.s: sorry that the post is so long. its about 3 ppl ya see.
sorry that this post has no picture.
sorry that this post is like so boring, but its my blog, my say. you dun like, buzz off! and ..
sorry mr charm fr falling for you. ithinkiloveyou, but i dun wanna make it official. i fall for you, for the first time indeed. but it seems that we connect so easily. maybe we have chemistry?
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