;not strong enough, not good enough. not prepared.haha. see the tittle ? it's meant for love. it's all the reason i should not be in love. not pretty enough. not kind enough. not strong enough. not good enough. not tall enough. not old enough, and most imptly, not prepared. just not prepared. :)) well, to those of you exposed to love, how does it feel ? what's it like ? is it hard? yes, i long to be loved like all. but im just nt ready to be in a rshp :)) y'know what's in my mind? poly. and the only way to get there, is to erase away all this NONSENSICAL, nt impt, just distraction feelings called love or crush or whtevs. haha. :))
next, as you can see, my post is soooooo purplish. nice right ? no? then not my problem :) hahaha. so, if you don't like it, buzz off. :)) and. now, currently, im webcaming with reg hunny :) haha. she's having a free show. my brudder. need i explain more ? haha. oh that big chillies. hahhaa. and how zas it vil? hahha it means how does it feel. haha. annoying boy. haha.
i don't understand why some people get mad when their guys go to another girl. it's their fault nt taking good care of the jerks. they are like sooooo not suppose to blame the girl. stupid. no no. im not talking about that idiotic bastard of mine, called "ayah". no. im talking about some other guys, who ran to another girl and talk shits about their gf. and that stupid gf of his scolded the girl cos "seduce" her boy. man is she stupid or stupid ? really stupid. jerks and bitches. they belong together. don't they ? they do oh they do. stupid. heh. idiots. :)
Truth is, i cnt wait to meet mas farrel , and mas denis. ahhaa. oh so cute indonesian guys :) haha. these two guys, rezky aditya, and teuku wisnu, is an indonesian sinetron artiste. cnt wait to meet them. i wanna drag mummy to buy fr me new clothes. MUST MUST look nice :) and oh ! during that hi-tea event, didicazli will be there too. oh you know, that guy that sang "impianku" ? which is currently my fav song ? teehee. cnt wait :)
Mum went out aft work to her hi-tea event. it's her primary school class reunion. so fun right ? that makes me wonder . am i really gg back jurong to meet my jurong friends? will they be free ? will the teachers still rmmbr me? (doubt so) . and that leaves my answer unclear. :yes or no ? idk. dammits. i miss my jurong friends but... should i wait till next year or so ? idk . i missed them :( but i doubt they miss me. sigh. leaves me hanging. dammit.
niways, going off now, IMRAN AJMAIN'S album launch at suria at 6.55pm ! must catch it ! cnt miss it :)) haha. love ya'll ! and reminder, AAI'S birthday is tmrw. to those i have your numbers, i will remind you thru text :) to those who i don't have your numbers (why never gimme your number ?!) , i'll FIND a way to remind you :) taccaire. love ya'll !
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Saturday, August 01, 2009
Saturday, August 01, 2009
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