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omg, so many things gg on this dec !

2009-11-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

hey everyone (: mmrhmm. back to blog. so, as i was chatting with nurie and shasha, well not really chat laa. bt as i was doing so, i realized i gt alotta things gg on this december. big shizzle. i gt, the nsps reunion this 4th dec, and on 7th dec aai invites me to her crib, and now shasha and nurie aske me out, and awesomist having a date later part of the month. damn. and im only allowed to go out once a month. life's tough, bt i'll pull through. cheyy lol. niways. this past few days, been getting to know alot of friends, well. kids. hee :/ they're younger then me (: mmrhmm, im older, bt im acting like their age. lol. kill me ? nahh, you'll miss me if you do so ! (: hehehehe. tell me why am i melting whenever i see sezairi's name ? lol. ehehehhe. cos he's charming s'why ! (: eeeeeeps. lol. NEWAYZ. SEZcampaign is on every wednesday, so lovelies, why dnt you do me a favour and vote for him ? please ? (: let's all rally tgether to vote for him (: mmrhmm (: lets go then, hahahaha. kay thats it fo now (: imma start chatting with my friends who'd been waiting for me to finish blogging. and damn this eyebags. fuggers.

2009-08-31T13:36:00.004+08:00

Teachers are like Candles that consume itself, to light others

“…Had to drive me everywhere,
You were always there when I look back.
You had to do it all alone,
Make a living make a home,
Must have been as hard as it could be.
And when I couldn’t sleep at night,
Scared things wouldn’t turn out right,
You would hold my hand and sing to me.
Caterpillar in the tree,
How you’ll wonder who you’ll be ?
Can’t go far, but you can always dream,
Wish you may and wish you might,
Don’t you worry hold on tight,
I promise you there will come a day,
Butterfly fly away….”

Thank you teachers, from the bottom of my heart. Thanks for guiding me through my days, hard and easy, you were always there. Thanks for being my family at my second house, thanks for scolding me when I was wrong. Thanks for everything. I appreciate it all. Love ya’ll.

Enough of that ! heeee :) today was fun. Or so I thought. Cried for 5 seconds to those who noticed. And no, it’s not cause im touched cos sister said “you are all mine”, syhr -.- haha. Whaaaat only. The performance by students were just plain no link to teachers day -.- whaaaaat only. Its not talentime for goodness sake ! dammmn -.- our clique would have performed better ! right girls ? heeee :) now, currently, lappy is being a bitch ! grrrr. Slow like shitxzxz. Currently, twittering, chatting, not texting cos Idk where Aai went, not otp cos nobody called. Feel free to call me up :) heeee :) okay, youtube-ing now, buh-bye !

2009-08-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

ANYONE MISSED ME?
Hehe, I missed you guys too ! I missed blogging too ! :)
Keep the love flowing yeah at my tagboard? Nth much is gg on in my life right now, not that exciting, so, no pt blogging right ? you guys no point reading a boring post, right ? hehe. Urrmmms. Well, studies been okay :) hehe. Happy happy :) OH OH ! fatin syngku influenced me, and now im KINDA addicted to Jon&Kate plus 8 ! hehe. Jyeahhh. Besides that, nth much happen really. :) oh. I miss them sleeq boys like shitxzxz. Hehe. And omg, so happy, cos FINALLY, fatin syng admits that alyph got talent ! duh ~ ! tsktsktsk. Hehe. Urrmmms. Jyeah. Fasting has been fun with fun friends around ! ^.^ hehe. Oh, and ppl, pls pass the word around ! I need to get an acting job. Dammit. You ppl dnt take me curiously uhh ! tsk ! k, bye ! love . :) bye !

2009-08-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

HEARTS Justin bieber
HATE YOU, BITCH.

2009-08-15T18:01:00.002+08:00

; i need help, dnt you thinks so too ?
sorry no picture. lazy. i think i need help. i keep on falling fo them guys when i know its impossible. The more impossible it is to get him, to more i keep falling. fxk. urgh! hello ! he's popular, and he doesn't even know that i exist. fxk. i'm off to dream. nitink, call/text me. bye.

2009-08-14T17:18:00.003+08:00

; for that tall guy, called mirah's new crush

ystd, was awesome . in school as well as after :) awesomestlization ! hahahah. so i went to expo with fam ystd, and met three fav boys altogether ! :) how awesome can it be? tell me abt it ! hahahah. my heart just melt when that fav duo performed :) and omg, i cn drop dead when aliff smiled. and take picture with me. bt i think, he thinks im a kid still. goddammit. whats with these ppl ? i wish i was taller and look 16 so ppl won't think i'm 16 ! grrrr ! haha. nd oh am gee. aliff and alif commented on my specs. need to change to a normal specs, or wear contacts. so malu :P haha. gt new new crush, none other than aliff aziz lorhhhh hahah. :) he superdupermegagiganticenormously cute cannn ? :) haha. i wish i was taller :) hahahah. and i wish he knew im 16 :) hahahhaa.whoops. hahha. dahlah. tired. gnna upload gamba at fb nowww :) byeeeee !

one of favourite ! syarif. ;D (hotstuff!)

ooohhh ~ ! people's favourite :) haha. MINE ! haha. alyph ;D

And lastly, presenting my new crushhhhh ! hahahaha. be mine will ya ? bt that's nt gonna come true -.-'

mirah can dream on.

2009-08-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

; i 'm mourning for the lost of love.
life hasn't always been down for me. it has its ups. bt when it's down, its rock bottom down. i hope i'll bounce back on my feet. soon. real soon. thanks mimi for lending me your shoulder. appreciate it lots. its like fxk isn't it ? the more i wanna forget you, you are everywhere. fxk you. hate you. friends of the world, im officially updating you guys that im over love. love is nth bt a four letter word for me. and the guy i use to crush, is too cute to be mine. :( a sad fact. who cares ? i know, not you. so whtever.i feel so used. so trashy. fxk you. urgh. my holiday was great. okay. bye.

2009-08-05T22:18:00.004+08:00

;don't bother, cos that's exactly what i need frm you right now !

k, so school was fine despite the fact that sth happen in sch bt i wasn't aware of it cos i was absent ystd, (sick) !! hahah. so yeah, basically, tuesday was fun-un-un ! hahaha. had everything i wanted EXCEPT fr that VERY NICE ADIDAS WATCH that cost 108 bucks. fxker. knnccb btol.niways. i spent alot ystd. lemme correct that. my grndpa spent alot on me ystd. hahaha. teehee. happy birthday grandpa. love you to the maximum-est ?HAHHA . swear. love him like hell alot ! (: haha. so yeah. ppl is busy with prelims while im slacking. haha. im nt taking my paper this year, so dnt get me wrong ! (: neither n nor o. except fr a few subjects. which is only 2 -.-" niwayyys. revision gg alright i guess. :'( haha. currently, finding a perfect blog skin fr my dearest blog, and a new song :( hahaha, so yeah. brb. no. bye. and why must all the good guys be taken ? what bout me and shasha ? mampos btol.

2009-08-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

;not strong enough, not good enough. not prepared.

haha. see the tittle ? it's meant for love. it's all the reason i should not be in love. not pretty enough. not kind enough. not strong enough. not good enough. not tall enough. not old enough, and most imptly, not prepared. just not prepared. :)) well, to those of you exposed to love, how does it feel ? what's it like ? is it hard? yes, i long to be loved like all. but im just nt ready to be in a rshp :)) y'know what's in my mind? poly. and the only way to get there, is to erase away all this NONSENSICAL, nt impt, just distraction feelings called love or crush or whtevs. haha. :))

next, as you can see, my post is soooooo purplish. nice right ? no? then not my problem :) hahaha. so, if you don't like it, buzz off. :)) and. now, currently, im webcaming with reg hunny :) haha. she's having a free show. my brudder. need i explain more ? haha. oh that big chillies. hahhaa. and how zas it vil? hahha it means how does it feel. haha. annoying boy. haha.

i don't understand why some people get mad when their guys go to another girl. it's their fault nt taking good care of the jerks. they are like sooooo not suppose to blame the girl. stupid. no no. im not talking about that idiotic bastard of mine, called "ayah". no. im talking about some other guys, who ran to another girl and talk shits about their gf. and that stupid gf of his scolded the girl cos "seduce" her boy. man is she stupid or stupid ? really stupid. jerks and bitches. they belong together. don't they ? they do oh they do. stupid. heh. idiots. :)

Truth is, i cnt wait to meet mas farrel , and mas denis. ahhaa. oh so cute indonesian guys :) haha. these two guys, rezky aditya, and teuku wisnu, is an indonesian sinetron artiste. cnt wait to meet them. i wanna drag mummy to buy fr me new clothes. MUST MUST look nice :) and oh ! during that hi-tea event, didicazli will be there too. oh you know, that guy that sang "impianku" ? which is currently my fav song ? teehee. cnt wait :)

Mum went out aft work to her hi-tea event. it's her primary school class reunion. so fun right ? that makes me wonder . am i really gg back jurong to meet my jurong friends? will they be free ? will the teachers still rmmbr me? (doubt so) . and that leaves my answer unclear. :yes or no ? idk. dammits. i miss my jurong friends but... should i wait till next year or so ? idk . i missed them :( but i doubt they miss me. sigh. leaves me hanging. dammit.

niways, going off now, IMRAN AJMAIN'S album launch at suria at 6.55pm ! must catch it ! cnt miss it :)) haha. love ya'll ! and reminder, AAI'S birthday is tmrw. to those i have your numbers, i will remind you thru text :) to those who i don't have your numbers (why never gimme your number ?!) , i'll FIND a way to remind you :) taccaire. love ya'll !

2009-07-31T15:34:00.002+08:00

;Finally friday came

teehee. mirah super duper tired today :( hahaha. but y'know what ? today's friday ! so *thumbsup* ! hahahah. gerekkk pahhh kwn2 ? hahah. currently im at school siao. hahah. dammmn meeting -.-" stupid meeting -.-" hahaha. niwayyyys. gave aiishah her card liaoooos :) hope she likes it :) teehee. and OMG, i FORGOT to tell you sth ystd ? there's 2 types of hots ! ONE, the hot mats, TWO, the hot good guys. i just like it when the guy gets a lil bit of both. teehe. ok, i wanna pee badly. bye, c u later alligator. will be blogging at home. wait for my 2nd post ok ? ok. love ya'll ;DD

2009-07-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

;what for love ? to impress ? then that's bs baby, just bs :)

omg ! blog readers ! i gt alot to share. well not to tell you lah, for my own, i got alot to write down :) teehee. first thing first, i don't have nice, new editted pictures. hurry take picture with me ! then i cn editt ! teehee ! :) secondly, OMG. aiishah's birthday is this sunday !!! must wish her okayyyy ! :) haha. 16 liao. so funn :( im still... 15 ? hahaha. so. young ? hahaha. dammit. thirdly, ennough numbering alrdy ! gt alot to tell ! the numbers just won't end ! haha. school had been great. looks forward to school :) however, the hwks are killing. well, there are not much hwk, just that hwks plus revision means tons of things to do. really tiring. everyday is the same thing again. and again. and again. and omg guys. i just think that there is no need to love :) for now ? na'ah ! i mean, now ? love for what ? to show off ? then that's not love at all ! that's to impress, a whole diff story ! then, that equates to bullshit baby, just bullshit ! :) and another thing, now that im not crushing on alyph sleeq anymore, it's just so easy to be me, be stupendously smartatious :) there's no need to have those "omg! did he reply? omg! do you think he notice me?" kinda thing. na'ah. dunnid those. teehee. and another thing, have you felt like you are walking, you realise evritink around you, but then your mind is like elsewhere? anywhere but there? yeah ! that's xactly what happened to me ! on my way home! my head was anywhere, but not there, till i was about to bang into a wall ! ridiculous mirah ! -.-"and another thing oh fellow blog readers of mine, i've grown, yes proud to say i've grown ! from 123 cm in sec 1, now im 147-149cm in sec 4 ! yes, nothing is impossible! except for alyph,that's a big no-no. hahaha ! he's still cute. haha. go to my track, click next, 2nd song ! listen okay, :) it's the nicest thanggg :)okay, this is quite a long post don't ya think ? but i haven't finish yet, cos i wanna tell bout today. today, it was draggy :( but overall, it was okay :) i wonder how i score for my math test ? gosh ! and btw, hard to believe, bt i alrdy start revising :) thanks friends for the encouragement to drive me on. and currently, there's so many conv open ! im so happy ! yay ! there's mimi, fana, aiishah, mel, and shasha :) and shasha, if you're reading this, im telling you, "i sayang apit jugak !" :)haha. suker irritate kau ! :) haha. ok loves. byee !:)taccaire ! and support chirul my love okay ? teehee.

2009-07-27T21:14:00.003+08:00

;Hello sayangs!

amcm ? got miss me anod ? haha. ok, first thing first, forget ystd, today's awesomeness made up for it ! yay ! jannah (sleeq's fan (:) just like me, was crapping ! swears! and it just brightens up my day ! haha! crious! wnna know what ?! dun wanna tell uhh sia ! haha. so yeah. so what ? he's no longer MY a, he's still cute !! right !? right ?! and besides, he makes great music! lemme rephrase that ! THEY makes great music ! better ? teehee. and oh am gee ! the song impianku is stuck in my head. thanks huh -.-" oh and not to forget. my mum's going gaga cos she's meeting "her" FARREL -.-" on a hi-tea event, while im looking forward to look for MY mas denis (: ooh cuteness ! haha, ok. im a sucka for cute guys, im sure you guys know that by now ! haha. today class was hilarious o.0. mel love didn't come :( nehminndddd. get well soon and come back okay ? oh btw, hows the steamboat !? haha -.-" niwayss. waaah. THAT cousin of mine, can be annoying hor! during lecture can MSN with me ! AND complain about his boredom. seriously cn just kill him sia! -.-" oh oh ! alyph is still cute. omigahh ! :P i know i know, not suppose to ! but its not like he's reading my blog whaaaat ~ ! -.-" soooo ! my fault mehh that he's too cute ? my fault mehhh ? no whattt ! :) oh! & if you can c, my smiley face is all around, upside down. teehee. crazyyy uhh ?! hahah. teehee. omigahhh. i (L) alyph sleeq, and sleeq itself, take me awayyyyy ! now ! either that, or... hahah. ok nth, ok. currently, enjoying my honeydew ice blended and ! ohmigahh ! you guys notice sth, dear daily blog readers of mine ? i started editting agn ! yay ! happy anod ?! ((: haha. ok love ya'll ! taccaire little peoplets of mine (:

2009-07-26T13:39:00.003+08:00

;don't even ask whether i'm ok, cos i'm not !
ok great. just great to start off my sunday morning :'( Alyph sleeq is seeing someone ! yay ~ ! :( isn't that great ? just another reason to not like him :'( gosh. ok congrats. mirah just fall into deep shit. and is veh veh sad. thanks huh. and to aiishah, congrats on your editted photo thingy. so our battle ends. so my war is over. so my story is back to the normal, wake up and look for nutink. :( yay mirah. heartbreaks like siao. ok. thanks. sighhhh. from now on, just think that mirah, the one crazy for alyph, crushing for alyph, just NEVER exist ok :] ok. mirah's back to mirah the annoying one. thanks. i gain back my status. Alyph's cuteness is undenyable ! :( he's still cute. just go with me :] so, congrats, no more alyph's post after this. yay mirah. so you guys are finally saved from my endless blabbering bout alyph. congrats. mirah's off to find chocolate. to increase her happy genes. YAY :'(( talk to me on MSN or twitter. bye. love ya'll.

2009-07-25T20:00:00.004+08:00

;Ain't about later.

hello :]] first of all, had a tiring day out and about. sighhhhhh. back at home. so relieved ? yeahh.. sighhhhh. ok. nobody's online ! thanks uhhh -.-" 2nd thing, follow me at twitter lehhh. lemme flood your home page with my every-second-updates :]] so kind huh ? :]] yay-uhhh ! just realise something, i am tooooooo shy to complete my sentences in front of my crush. so not me. whattheefff ??? so not mirah. but no worries lorhh, the crushing is fading very fast. that is...if i never meet him again -.-" omg. swears. i dun wanna c him fr the time being, maybe look from farrr :] so shy :x. im like. unrecognisable. like. small annoying kid. dannggggg. and O M G ! guess what it says on my horoscopee ? "Love:Keeping your feelings secret for too long is not something you can afford". whattheeffff ? say sth ? to my crush ? about my crush ? whattheeffff ? never ! na'ah ! NEVER. read my lips. :]] it said never :] let it just be a an admirer frm far, how bout that ? :]] gosh. nobody understands. gosh, he's the "greatest treasure that i found" :] and i "could be the colours in the sky" :]] ohhhhhh. that'll b awesome. too bad too sad :]] niwayys. that'd fr today. mirah today too tired, take picture not nice. danggggg. hehe. pinjam orng punyer ^^. tKMO marahh uhhh :]] and to nurul :] jannah ? :] taccaire :] get well soon. :]] ok, to all, love ya'll !

mistake;

2009-07-24T18:46:00.002+08:00

;shawty just wants to company, somebody to accompany
cool cool. :] i've been linked at sleeq's blog. :] teehee. and now i think i made a mistake, what if ALYPH ever visit my blog ? that'd be embarassing won't it ? cos it's full of him. gosh :O gosh. let's pray he won't visit k ? teehee. one more thing before mirah sign outs, i wished "untuk dia" was dedicated fo me . :P just go through my player ok ? sleeq's song's is all in :] well not all, but my favs lorhhh. and for the lovely ladies who tag my board, link very very soon. terlalu lazy luhh dearies :]]

2009-07-24T16:25:00.002+08:00

;Wishes don't come true.

no no no. im not discouraging you to not believe in dreams. it may come true to you, but not for me lovelies. :] well. different ppl, different outcomes :] for once, i wished he was mine, but that ain't coming true right ? HAHA. and omgomg. i wen thru fb pictures. say o-m-g with me. swears. alyph can never get any cuter. swears. he's so cute, that even YOU PEOPLETS can't deny it lahhh ~ ! omg. *melts* yay ! today's friday ! weekends coming ! nyahaha. to those whose concern abt my finger, thanks. :] hearts ya'll . it's getting better now, thanks fo the love bbygs :] i wish alyph visit my blog. but then, it would be embarassing. cos i write too much abt him xD . haha. don't ever get alyph to visit my blog. i'd be fking embarrased ! :( dun ok ! :] niwaysss. today ok lahh. im suppose to iron the clothes. bt gt phobia. how how !? :( and girls, boys whtevas, mirah ain't about later. wish i could go fo sleeq's stuff like TKC this sat or rentak singapura. but i really ought to get my head in studies now. sorry loves. :( haha. it's not like they're reading my blog that i'm writing sorry all. whtevs. gt surprise plans. aiishah love gonna help. thanks love :] back at MSN and twitter. and i swear alyph sleeps all the way -.-" lol. i can gossip here. cos he ain't never gonna find out ! :] love ya'll . back to sleep soon. txt me !

2009-07-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

(hearts)

to minah-minah yang claim they fan, tolonglah. tkmo malukan diri sendiri kalau name dier pon korang tak tau ! blahhh . niways. today was sick at home. cnt even lift my head. to heavy. migraine. well. i gt 2 days mc ! :]] haha. resttttt ! and i still think alyph's cute. swears. needa find time needa find time. need to find for abg fad. impt ! :P haha. ohhh. did i mention ? i want like a house, with a rooftop access where i cn view the stars whenever :] and then the song 'you are not alone' is playing in my head ! ohhh. gosh. perfect right ? i wish i gt home school then i have more time to go fo' sleeq's stuff. :( s'kay s'kay. like alyph said, study first. priority. *melts*. did i say he's cute? imma say it agn. he's cute ! he doesn't even look 20 lahhh ! and i don't look 16. :( haha. whtevs. alyph soooo cute ! :( haha. i wish i was taller, richer, slimmer, PRETTY ! but that aint' gonna come true right ? so gotta stop dreaming gotta stop dreaming. && OMG ! i burnt my fingers -.-" 4 of it. so typing with one hand. thanks uh iron. stupid iron. -.-" sorry guys, my blog is full of alyph. dont like? bleh blahhhh uhh ~ !

2009-07-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday sums up to the best night ever ;

i thought it wouldn't pass that fast, but it did. :(

but niways. had a wholesome of fun :]

aiishah was funny. well . yeah. but sometimes, tak kasi warning. can just kill her.

but other than that. it was funfunfun. and i swear he looks cute in person. much much cuter.

and and, he's cute. whoops. said that alrdy.

i'm sure you know who im talking about.

i've been blabbering this for weeks ! countdowns and all.

oh !! && we got new friends, but we didn't get their name :P

but they're pretty ! :]

haha. ok. so yeah. he's cute. swears.

i think idk this is the how many times i said that alrdy. crious siaoo !

hearts him even even more ! teehee.

2009-07-19T18:38:00.001+08:00

I wanna be 18 in a hurry !
-driving license.
-near 20. (:P)

2009-07-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

3 more bloody days. cant wait !
ok like its totally normal, but its not.
Life's like shiyt lately. and only tuesday can make up for it.
pinning up HIGHEST hopes on tuesday.
just come back safe, and i'll be happy guys :]
Do not ask me why ! if you're my friend, you should know why by now ! oh m g !
school's a bore, except fr friends that Always make up to whtever. lols. i talk crap. niwayyys. omg. fcking pain uhh. flu's gonna go away soon. i know. i feel it, it's not as painful. and cramps are here. fxk. niways. when i was hit by the flu, i was wondering " am i gg through the Change like the book in "marked" ? " lols. i know, crap. alex, don't laugh. i was just wondering whaaaat ~ !
cnt wait for monday to start on th 3rd book. and then, the next day will be tuesday. oh m g ! cant wait. love ya'll !

Just move along;

2009-07-11T21:34:00.003+08:00

; I gt sooooo many things to share !
1. Had a great week at school
totally awesome. except for that sister thang. kill her ! mum's annoyed at her. and i'm annoyed at mum. kill them -.-" fatin and shasha and jess and mel and the rest was funny, always making me laugh -.-" haha especially fatin. grr. "takmo mess uh sia ~ !" and "takmo ketawe byk2 nti nangis oii" but we laughed anyway, and it was hxc laugh ! LOL !
2. Started getting addicted to the vampyre book
dammn ! lemme tell you, its awesome ttm ! like totally !!! its superrr intersting ! go grab one, or... just ask from my "walking library" also known as artsy fartsy alex. she have the BEST i meant awesome-est book with her. haha. ask her if you don't believe me. ! like srsly.
3. Aiishah gt to meet fav boy alyph :(
yesyes.happy for her. but still sad for me. you know what i feel like doing ? kill her -.-" now ! seriously, she put "their" picture as her dp ! just to irritate me ! really ! just kill her ! swears ! but no werry. im not as obssessed with alyph as i had earlier. no doubt. got over it fast ! :]] proud of myself ! yay ! haha. lol.
4. i think i'd fall for that kinda guy.
dammmn. just as i started to think i was free fromt his guy shitz. this feeling came crawling rick back. kill it ! :( i hate life. it's sucha hypocrite . kill it. omigieez .
5. MJ's this and that. dammits;
my lil brother bought the mj tour for thriller dvd. dammit. he plays it on a repeat over and over again. kill him. and mj. whoops. long gone. :( i miss his crotch-grabbing-moonwalking-children-crisis self. not forgetting the defy gravity lean. :( he's taken too early, but God loves him more. so beat it !

2009-07-07T15:35:00.003+08:00

; Get this clear, im so over you

aku yang patut, aku yang patut

memberinya segala

kerna aku mampu, ya aku mampu

melakukan apa apa saja untuk dia

pasti iri hati melihat mereka berpimpin tangan,

jgn putus as, tapi jgn jahat pula,

kalau ingin putuskan hubungan mereka,

lupakan sudah, sekarang juga

hello friends . 1stly, get this clear. i didn't went anywhere except fr pasir ris ! grr ! i was in Singapore the whole time ! niways. not feeling well . u guys taccaire. see you tmrw ! :))

2009-07-05T11:05:00.000+08:00

WON'T BE BACK TILL TUESDAY , CATCH ME ON MY PHONE, AND MISS ME TILL THEN :]]

2009-07-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

;spontaniety is just another word for unpredictability

hello loves :]] haha. today was sooooo tiring ! followed granny to geylang, on one condition ! buy me the ClassiQ ! haha. which she did ! :P sayanggg granny ! wanted to buy that disc sooooo soooo much ! but tak cukop ! :'( so nenek bought for me ! sayanggg her ! haha. had arnold's ! :]] texted fafa, lylynn, mel.. cos was uber bored while waiting for our turn there. the queue was OMG ! camwhore with little brother todayy ! he's sooo moody ! :( ahhaa. but couldnt upload the photos because of the stupid phone !:'( . sooooo tired ! sighh ... super bored. super tired. im a super girl. HAHAH. that was taik. hahah ! oklahhh . and just one thing. im happy with the way i am. easy-going. free and easy. single but not available :]] cos studies come first ? :]]

2009-07-03T19:36:00.002+08:00

I (L) Alyph SleeQ !

;but the feeling's fading slowly as i realise he will never be mine :'(

heyy lovelies. im sooooo sad ! cos i reality just hit me. he can never be mine :( he's a somebody, i'm a nobody ! nak nanges !so badly ! :'( i hope one day , i will be pretty ! :( then i can confess my feelings, when I'M SOOOO OVER HIM. bt not now ! walaooo , wanna cry sia. however, i'll still support SleeQ. they're my homie !:]] oh btw, o level oral ! flunked, screwed ! dammits. whatever happen to my malay !? went to compassvale sec and got lost ! wtf !? the school soo big sia ! i wish that was my school ! :]] niways , i still hearts alyph ! whether he knows it or not. i will hearts him until the real heartthrob comes by :]] eh eh ~ hahaha ! btw. today someone pai tao me siaoo. who uhh ?

2009-07-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

;i wanna be the one ! [among the thousands]

"pilihlah aku,

Aku ada segala yang kau mahu,

pilihlah aku !"

SEDIH ! sad! and dnt wish to talk to anyone right now ! i just realise that there's thousands more out there yang crushing on alyph jugak !!! :'( not meant to be means not meant to be lorr, tapi aku tkkn pernah "sembunyi" k! :'((( dnt feel like posting much today :((( bye. sayang korang sumer !

2009-06-30T20:16:00.005+08:00

Pictures !

2009-06-30T19:53:00.003+08:00

;You can't not know something you already knew.

today is my HAPPIEST day ever ! *looksup* ohhhhmigosh ! can you believe it !? alyphh replied my tweets !can just drop dead omg! and and ! he's not well ! :( get well soon ! :]] then, i was bored, so decided to do some edits :] sooo hot kan gamba dier ?! boleh mati siao !!!AAAAAH! omgomg. :]] happynyer akuuu ! haha. ok. so niways. my day was filled to the brim, thanks to stupid geog research. didn't think it was helpful at all ! swears ! urgh ! i soooo hearts school siao ! friends are the bomb ! :]] teachers !? errr. ok. so niways. hahaa. MEL keep telling me how she cnt wait fr the necklace to come. and then we imagine if we were jan di and all. funny siao ! love her . :]] marie coming tmrw i think.. she asked me whts the timetable fr tmrw :]] and orang2 kuang aja, jgn amek gamba yang kat atas beh cakap korang edit ehh ! aku sepak kang ! ok. niways. love ya'll ! and supercuteguy ! :]] haha. my mum said "jangan berangan" LOL. kill her ! haha :] k bye ! ohhh wait ! me and tynn camwhore in the toilet, upload the picts soon aites . love ya'll ! and the supercuteguy ! hahaha !

2009-06-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

; I've learn it the hard way

" oh ya ya ya ,

sungguh kau tampan "

The first day of school was exceptionally tiring ! But Friends made up to the day :] saved MY day ! hee ! hmm . comp was down earlier . Guess who came to the rescue , none other than... Me !hee ~ ! hmm.. today school was okay luhh . was uber bored in class. so started camwhoring. i wanted to upload the picts up, but my phone cnt be connected to the bloody comp. so yeahh . niways. was talking to didie hiekel earlier. he's sooo funny ! he started "pantun-ing" hahaha. was damn retards, but he did it with an intention to make me laugh . oh i laugh alright ! haha :] we both agree fatin , is HOT ! :]] hee ! hmms. yeahh . i guess im turning in now ? hee .. though, i cnt really shut my eyes . granny's watching her fav channel; (FTV) can die ya know ! walaoooo ! she will start laughing non stop ! crazyy :]] thens, OHH YA ! omg ! pls say omg can ! Guess what !? Mel bought the "jun pyo loves jan di" necklace ! can someone KILL her pls !? :(( dun think mummy will let me buy that lahh ! oh yeahh ! tmrw gg to shop with mummy !! hee !! so eggcited ! hahaha ! ok. gg off now, calo beteh ! haha. bye peepies ! love ya'll !

2009-06-28T16:18:00.003+08:00

;This is the Mirah you know, and she will always be that girl .

"aku masih sendiri,

kini tetap sendiri .. "

hello peoplets/earthlings ! just editted ystd picts, now at least its presentable isnt it ? heh ! :] idc idc . im still me, and will always be ! won't change for anyone [except for alyph !] HAHA ! :]]] anyways , today's been boring . and alex is a gr8 distractor ! she's like my distractor-er ? haha ok whtevs. thanks niways ! :]] soo ~ the whole day waited and [alyph] is not yet online ! :'( haha. s'kay. maybe gg jogging in the afternn. bt if its raining, then its cancelled :]] anw, fellow readers, add me up at my new msn ! [smallbrains-@hotmail.com] ok ? ok ! ok? bye ! love yawsss ! ini mirah signing out ok !:] haha. that sounds sooo minah !

2009-06-27T19:35:00.002+08:00

;p.s , i won't write about you again , dont worry.

;Only because i knew this day would come,

but i didn't expect it to be this way .

" i wanted this day to come so much ,

and now that it's here,

i wish it hadn't been "

looking at my pict up there, it made me realise, for the first time. I'm NOT pretty ! :'( wanna cr so badly. but plastic surgery is soooooooo my never to do option ! im not a fake ! :] haha. well. whatever mann ! i just know, that one day, the right one will be there for me :] and only for me . maybe not now, but one time for sure ! :] i soooooo (l) alyph alif ! he's so hot. like omg ! i wanna be his gf ! pls ? pretty pls !? haha. that soooooo won't come true but, "wishing has no limits" yes ? yes ! :] haha . ok. ppl may think im crazy cos one post im depressed, and now im happy like over the top ! haha . whatever it is, someone has been causing those eyebags. and i blame noone but myself . :] went out just now, with fam :] *tears* cos i miss them . but i dun think they miss me ? yes ? yes ! andand . now, im dwn with flu and gastric . dear flu , pls stay till monday. i dun wanna go school ! mummy, if you're reading this, i dun wanna go school ! and, be prepared to get Alyph as your son-n-law ! HAHAHA. :P love you ! and friends , thanks for being there. though you dont know what i was crying over, but thanks fr being concern ! sayyyaaaaaaang korang sumer !! sumpah ! and lastly ; ALYPH ! COME ONLINE ! hee ~ !

2009-06-26T21:56:00.001+08:00

YOU LIED !

I HATE LIARS !

2009-06-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

; i dun care what ppl think of me, i care what YOU think of me.

"disini aku masih sendiri,

merengguni hari-hari sepi.

aku tanpamu,

masih tanpamu .. "

heyy ~~ :]

i am still alive. not dead yet ! :]

be happy for that fact. im putting everything behind !

say "yeah ~ ! that's the mirah i know " !! :]

be prouud. be very very proud of me. yes ? yes !

i drown my sorrows in ice cream. one tub after another ! yes ? yes !

hhaaah. i think im having sugar rush ! too much sugar liao ! :P

ahha . k calo beteh !

;i soooo can live without you !

yes ? YES !

2009-06-26T13:08:00.003+08:00

; It took me 6 years to preserve that feeling, how many more to throw it away ?
hello lovelies. i'm depressed as ever ! pls. my heart aches whenever i think about it. tears behind smiles. i cnt take it. should i just stay away from it ? should i ? let they be happy. and yeah.. i wish i didn't found him, then i wouldn't suffer heart ache like hell. now, lemme just be depressed as long. whatever it is, let them be happy. i'll take my leave ? anything, you know where to find me. and oh. im suffering from gastric cos of my eating disorder. i didn't eat ystd. in 3 yrs time, imma cut my leg off. i'll get diabetes .ice cream for dinner ? hot chocolate for lunch ? that's it. im dead. die ! i wanna gooooo somewhere else. where nick jonas is ! now ! badly !

2009-06-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

I AM SADDDED :'(

did you know?!

2009-06-24T17:33:00.003+08:00

Do you know how fking long i've been longing for you!?! 8years! that's how long it is!

i finally found him. but he's taken! after 8 years of finding for him. now i finally found him and he's taken? what kind of shit is this? i am sooo not happy with this! damn piss! like ohmigosh! this is so so not fair! please. i need a shoulder to lean on. and now, im truly convinced that all the good guys are really taken. don't convince me to think otherwise. he proves it. 8 years! goddamn fking 8 years! urgh!

2009-06-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

It's the new chapter of my life;

hello earthlings. hows your day? don't bother answering cos i cnt hear you anw :] t-hee. niways. im done doing fattytynn's blog. awesomtastic! :] haha. just left the music and the about me part. easy peesy :] hahah. niways. talked to mel. we talk about hannah montana, man! i wish i was her. she's living the dream. how? she's dating nick! she's rich! she's pretty! she got great voice. not to mention style! she got famous friends surrounding her! she can meet whoever she wants to! she's home schooling! basically, she's living THE life. you know what i mean? sigh... i cn go nowhere.. dammmn.. sigh... i just lost my cool a! farqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq. ok whtevs. i miss wo de peng you? is that how it's spelt? oh whtevs. i just miss my friends. though. i HOPE that the holiday do extends! :P loves;

areallthegoodguysreallytaken?

2009-06-19T20:07:00.003+08:00

Say ELLE-OH-VEE-EE! :]

so today was per normal kinda day :] haha. went to the D and get my braces tighten, now its making me so weak, i cnt talk.! its too tight!!! fcking pain..oh well.. life is life! btw, the other day, was soo funny! i dreamt a wonderful dream this past few days :P haha.. i dreamt i gt a "hannah montana manicure!". ever heard of that!? no right? yeah! exactly! its a french manicure with a purple glitter base! very nice, got diamond at the tip....but its a dream -.-" hahhaa..niways...was just wondering when's father's day? idk..so...we celebrate it early! today! haha.. pict will be up tomorrow or so :] loves :] byesss.. gonna go gaming now! hearts ya!

2009-06-17T21:41:00.004+08:00

;Missing you alrdy ;]

ehy jess. hows london fr ya?

hehe. miss ya alrdy. hurry come back :] safe and sound pls, ms clumsy!

haha :] loves! niways, today? was ok~! haha...did some chores, here there.. thenn...omg!!!!!!! i lost my ring! i dun know where i put it... lemme rephrase... i FORGET where i put it! :] hahahaha..oh well.. that's me.. i lost it.. i knew someone gave it, but cnt rmmbr who! now i lost my mystery ring! dammit! ok.. next, i just wrote like the first page of "The World: In Mirah's Eyes". the first chapter was about THE FUTURE? yeahh~! one day! im sure it will be published!!!!!! and now, imma do some quiz from mel's blog :] ok? ok.

Pick 10 ppl you feel comfortable around (including urself for no. 11)
1. Nurie

2. Fatin

3. melissa
4. Jessalyn

5. Elaine

6. Veron
7. Kim

8. Shasha

9. Ain

10. Munirah

11. ME!!!
These 10 ppl you just picked are stuck in a hse with you for a whole year.
There is no leaving the house at all until the year is completely up.If you had to choose a person for every question below, write down (or rather TYPE lol) which person it would be.
There are 5 rooms.who would be in each room?
Room #1: Nurie, Fatin
Room #2: Melissa, Elaine, Veron
Room #3: Jessalyn, Shasha
Room #4: Ain, Munirah
Room #5: ME!!, Kim :]
If there was someone singing early in the morning,who would it most likely be?
Fatin!?

If someone was considered Dad and Mum of the hse,who would it be?

ain will be dad and munirah will be mom!!! for sure!
If you wanted candy really badly and all of the 10 in the hse has some,who would you take it from?
I am candy sufficient. i bring candy wherever i go! :]

If someone had to watch you brush ur teeth (every) morning, who would it be?
whoever woke up the same time as me lahhh!
There was two bags of chips bought at the store.20 mins later its gone,who ate them?
AIN! and...ME... :P
Who would hate being in the hse the most?

idk..but most probably me!? and veron?! and elaine?! and mel?!? and jess?!? well..idk!!
Someone took (brand spanking new) pair of socks tt were never worn,who is the thief?
i probably forget where i put it?!

Someone swept all the dirt under the rug,who was it?
Super clean Munirah, maybe clean freak nurie? or maybe not-lazy fatin..

If there was arguments in the house,who would be the ones arguing?
ME, fatin, shasha, munirah, ain

Who would be the one missing their boyfriend/girlfriend that wasnt in the house with them?
Mel, Veron, Ain, Munirah, Fatin, Nurie

You walked down the stairs in the middle of the night for a glass of water,someone is dancing on the table,who is it?
Someone drunk :jess, mel, elaine or veron

Pillow Fight!Who started it?:D
this one, ... melissa!!!
Theres a marathon of ur favourite show,what is it?and who would be watching with you?
if it is boys over flowers, it will be, mel, elaine, jess and munirah! haha

Someone made a mess in the laundry room(sry cus idk wtf is fort), who is it?
AIN!

Theres a prankster in the house tt put plastic on the two toilets in the house,who are they?
Must be Mel, or shasha! i think...?
The music is too loud,who turned it up?
Fatin or shasha or Kim! they are carefree people!

Theres a mouse crawling on the floor all over the floor!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Who is the one to jump into someone's arms?
Me? and maybe ain!

Who would kill it?
Pest control! everyone would be screaming!!!

Someone is crying,who is it and what happen?
Me? -fall?

veron - missing someone

fatin - missing someone

munirah - fighting with someone otp

ain - fighting with someone otp
Who made pancakes in the morning and almost caught the house on fire?
hmmm.... most probably elaine cos she doesnt cook? maybe kim, she don't know how to cook rice with rice cooker!!!
Who gets sick of each other the fastest in the house?

all is sick of me? idk.
Someone tanning on the roof,who is it?

elaine? jess? mel? fair2 ppl lorrhh! why would the dark go tanning?-.-"
Who is the tallest?

I think it's kim.
Shortest?

NEED I ANSWER!?!?!
Who is the loudest?

Fattytynn!
Whos the clown?

fatin!?!
Who is the most respected?

....
Who is the one you will talk to the most?

Everyone!
Who is the one that always come up with stupid ideas?

Nurie -.-"
Whos in bed first?

me...and yeahh...me...
If someone woke everyone up with pots and pans,who would it be?

FATIN AND SHASHA!
Who is always dancing?

ME ME ME! PICK ME!
Someone has the same sweater as you,so you get mad at him or her and who is it?

IDK. don't think so anyone would have the same one..
You spilt ice all over the kitchen floor,who would be the one to slip on it first?
Kim..c-l-u-m-s-y! hahah :P

REMEMBER! THIS QUIZ IS JUST FOR FUN! DON'T TAKE IT TO HEART! I STILL HEARTS YOU! :]

2009-06-14T18:50:00.004+08:00

;I'm no longer waiting for you
hello little peoplets, its been long since i've blog huh? lazy to on comp luhhs. as you can c, i chnge my skin. im SUPPOSE to chage the song, but myflasfetish is under maintenance. dammit. niways, the pst days had been okay. had a blastful timewith nurie ystd :] "i still want my pictcha!" hahha.. niwaysss..damn pissed i cnt chng song.. thinking of gg out on 20th june with Gf. BUT.. elaine gg overseas.. jess is alrdy overseas.. left me, veron and mel.. that is if they wanna go with me -.-" haha :] or maybe, gg for a swim, anyone up for that? ok. thats' for now. and i still think GUYS SUCK. ok loves; byees! :]

2009-06-07T18:55:00.009+08:00

;When you realize that it was wrong

today had an awesometastic day with fam. heh. was late for wedding. supposedly get ou of the house at 11, but all the "pretty ladies" were doing make up and such, thus left late! haha. oh well. ladies.hmm..then ate there..wait for mum and dad to pick us up.meanwhile, granny was talking to sooo many of her relatives.. cannt stand. hahha. then begged granny to go swensen when dad finally arrived. what we want, we got in an instant :] love them. ate the fries and the earthquake ice cream. powertasticccc~! hehe. hmm..what else..yeah. that's basically it. we did cam-whore a little to fill our times. enjoy the pictures :] loves ;

daydreaming kah kak munirah?

kak munirah and neknde self claimed pretty , munirah

and again;the earthquake before we ate it
after! hahaha.

2009-06-06T22:42:00.002+08:00

I will be right here waiting for you;

sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangs ; hehe. im back. SOOOO TIRED! followed granny to shop at BHG. got huge sale! omg lahh! the Q was Super LONG!!!! tired! though granny did reward me with some worth it items! hahah. paris bijoux's stuff. we spent hours on the paris bijoux counter! hahah.then, we walk around. grandma bought alot alot of stuff! and she offered me a bonia wallet!! but i turn her down. cos i want nicer nicer wallet! if only she offered the sembonia back bag! omg. so want it! v-i-n-t-a-g-e! why? cos it's so is! haha. then walked off to Kampong Glam Cafe after the shopping. yeah. ate fries and 'roti john' haha. drank ice tea. hmm. then daddy took us home. and now im at homeeeee! weee~! and i'm ---------------------- this close to meeting ADAM LAMBERT. nyahaha. don't worry kim, i will bring you if can :] if i go in in the first place! :] heh. ok signing outts. loves;

will he msg me tonight?

2009-06-05T19:12:00.008+08:00

;I know you want me

supp ppl. i am bck to proper blogging! yeehoo~! haha. had a whole tiring day. sigh. times past SO fast. lucky got (hearts) yo entertain me while waiting for them. LATE uh all! make me wait for so long! grrr! niways.T-I-R-E-D! swear. k. cnt wait till night time. (loves)

loves; hahahehehahaho

Tag replies:

; mylove : ilyt.

; nandhini : szupp babe!

; alex : man you sure knows how to irritate me -.-!

; mariedurray : some audition :P

2009-06-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

im tired. and nervous for tomorrow! goddammit.

2009-06-04T17:26:00.003+08:00

;Can you ever be mine?

nutink much to say today. just tag replies okay:)

;mira loves chris brown : hahah. thanks? haha

;khaleeda : timer kaseh yer.

;mariedurray : ya! imyt! alot alot. haha

;fatin"D : bbg, imyt!

;jess : no jess, that's mine.

;mylove : so you think its been easy on me? im alwasy your second. tell me how it feels. we dont have long calls. no more catching up. you are alwasy busy. im always disturbing. im sorry. i do love you. but somehow. i dun feel that you feel the same way anymore.

2009-06-02T19:58:00.002+08:00

I'll be right here when you need me;

hmm. it's like nobody's online. veh sad. all go chalet is it? dammit. :( niways. chnge the skin. again. i know. heh. hmm. hols fun! for sure. mummy's gone easy on me,thank god. heh. maybe sending jess off. dun know yet. hope she's not reading this post. heh. haha. i need some $$ like srsly! haha. besides that. i need someone to talk to :( haha. like totally. cn someon grab hold of me and never let go? cos that seems impossible. i'll be waiting for that moment when it come. hold me by the hand, and prevent me from moving. aww man. too much korean drama. haha. that certainly will never happen to me. even if having guys chase me would be wonderful :] but nt happening. so wth. sigh. just live life. work. dun care bout love like everyone. wait. EVERYONE'S caring about love. except for me. boohoo! :( hmm. my post got alot of sad face. boohoo. :) haha. okok. gotta catch up with my yi jung hottie :] heh. bye. loves. friends, have fun :]

2009-06-01T17:31:00.002+08:00

;i got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart

hello peoplets. heh. its been a while since i blogged huh? oh well. was busy watching boys over flowers. i know. outdated but still! niways. o level paper just now was hard! swear it was. btw, i think my blog's kinda dead. i promise for a proper update soon! hehe. hmm.just wanna say this. if you think im annoying, im sorry. i just want to be a good friend. like a real one. im trying my best. do help me get through with it. :) ok gg to watch b.o.f now. bye veron.haha.

and please just agree with me this once that this guy up here is uber cuteness!

2009-05-26T20:14:00.002+08:00

Space: in my heart where you should be.

Seen the picture before? haha. i've put this up before. well, i was out of picture. my picture was all..ermm...not presentable even after edit. darnit. haha. so niways. today was a smooth day i guess. hmm..MOCK test was hard as ever. and ystd test, DO NOT ask how much i get. d-i-s-s-a-p-o-i-n-t-i-n-g for sure! didn't even reach 60! urgh. well. whatever. o level is on 1st june. as cikgu said. no time to regret. sigh..but i mean if only.. oh well. seriously, whatever. what, ever.mann. i need to get some game on. too bored at home. thinking of skipping thurs. veh boring. gt course!!!!!! when everyone goes home, i have that bloody course to attend to. haiz. dun know lahh. c first? yeah sure. whatever. leave it to the hands above. heh. ok my blog boring. go read other's blog.heh. ok bye! hahahehehahaho.

Love You.

2009-05-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

"You were my last, my first."

hmm. today nutink much happen. came to school. first day after exam. started to miss my friends. heh. niways. june holidays are coming! yipee! but...ptm comes first before june hols! dead or whaaaat! hahaha. i was like damn damn damn hapy, went out to dinner with family at JK. at first, before eating, i had like a flat tummy. and i was wearing this like SUPER tight shirt. i was like ohmigosh! hahaa. after dinner, my tummy was bulging! embarassing! swear was! haha. btw, just to let you know, mock exam 3, mother tongue, was h.a.r.d! hahaha! swear it was! nyahhaha. okok. cikgu's gonna kill me for sure, though, i did like my karangan!hhaha. okok. gonna go facebook-ing now. tata. teetee. tuutuu. hahahehehahaho!

2009-05-24T14:13:00.002+08:00

Secondly;

i hearts kris allen!

Click on picture to enlarge!

niways. so yeah. i hearts kris allen, gotta problem he won? than that's your prob hunneh! he's the bomb. go googoogaagaa and boohoo on adam lambert now. go. :]

2009-05-24T12:21:00.002+08:00

Learn to find your way in darkness;

cos there's always gonna be another mountain,

i'm always gonna wanna make it move;

it's always gonna be an uphill battle,

sometimes you gonna have to lose.

ain't about how fast i get there,

and about what's waiting on the other side,

it's the climb!

first of all, i had an awesome learning journey in my sleep. the cliumb as my lullaby. well, the climb's lyric actually makes sense. let me show you how. above is the lyric to the climb, and this is what it meant to me. cos there's always gonna be another test or exam, i'm always aiming to pass it, and always hoping it could be easy, it's always gonna be hard and at times i have to fail. it's not about how much i score, it's not about what's the reward for getting high marks. its the process of learning. the improvement along the way. now if i can get everyone to see it the same way i did. it will be heavenly! hahah. wait for my second post :)

2009-05-23T14:50:00.001+08:00

i dreamt of you;

you were mine at first.

i dreamt of this REALLY hot guy. heh. for me hot, for nurie, nahhh. hahaha. he's hot i swear! and in my dream, he was talking to me. can you believe it? he's actually talking to me! he knows i exist, at least in my dreams :p haha. niways. when i woke up, it was a dream, i was soooo devastated! :( byt who cares. not that he knnows i exist anw! :) don't let him bring me down. i am currently at home, partying! weeee~! heh.omg. cnt wait to watch anugerah and Singapore Idol. heh. so lucky those who get in! haha. not that i want to get in. i dun have a nice voice to start with ;)haha. aniways. i was gaming on comp all day. haha. now, gonna get some eye rest. and mannn am i thirsty. heh. kak ain's out to date, kak nirah's working. while, i'm partying alone. let the loud music bang this house yeah? hahaha. dancing all night we will be doing ;) haha. ok. will be back blogging. or not? idk. but ilovehim. haha. the guy in MY dream i meant. hahaha. well, their future: boom boom boom

2009-05-22T15:23:00.002+08:00

Visit your hometown during summer;

blinded yet its me you're married with.

hello. szup. well. my tittle. hmm..nutink much? yeah. nutink much. the record just keeps playing that's all ;]. niways. skipped school fr 3 days! haha. mum says dunnid go, then for wht go? hahaha. ooooook. sorry nurie, didn't attend school today. mum says dunnid. niways, had KFC for breakfast with mum, grandma, ain and aidil. the waffle was as hard as a stone. but i finished it anw. don't have plans for anything yet, but i am so dreading to go to school. if there's even a word called "dreading". haha. my english= atrocious. oops. heh. niways, you guys checked out mira's blog alrdy? omg lah. haha. ok. so basically, nutink new, just i miss chatting with aiishah and nurie. and yeah. other than that. boring. so, i don't think you wann read a boring post right? so go. haha. sigh. so hungry. gonna go gaming now. and i like my latest edit. t-hee. loves.

2009-05-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hey! I'm Back For More! ;]
Didn't come to school for 2 days. sick? yeah. probably. hee. niways, was back from Arab Street. i think i gain weight. oh what the heck. just look at the picture ^! got tummy alrdy. hee. niways, cnt wait fr june holidays. and im reminded that malay o level is in 9 days, thanks to nurie. ha! oooooooook. niways. i think i ready? yeah. prolly. nyah. ha! downloading songs now. comp is back on track! daily blogger cming up! ;] ha! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;]

2009-05-19T16:46:00.002+08:00

Bored at home, nothing to do.
Kim just left. and i'm left doing nothing. bored.
keyboard is driving me mad. the vowels cant come out.
and i'm having cramps, can someone just kill me right now?
gosh. urgh. i wanna meet
;demi
;selena
;miley
;nick j
;jonas brothers
;ellen degeneres
;zac efron
;the veronicas.
but it's not gonna come true!

2009-05-17T14:20:00.002+08:00

sad!

omigieez! today's like the worst day ever! now is like 3.22 pm and i still haven't got my lunch! nutink to eat! so annoyed with this laptop! i tried to edit my picture at picnik but it's so slowand jammed! so annoyed! i swear! niways, kim cming my house either tmrw or tues. to finish up our cca. ha! getting a temp job soon! with kim! thanks bbg! :) we gonna spend alot alot of ties tgether! yeahh! niways gtg/ update real soon for sure!

2009-05-15T16:08:00.002+08:00

Don't Forget

Did you forget?

That i was even alive.

Did you forget?

Everything we ever had,

Did you forget? did you forget?

About me?

Did you regret?

Ever standing by my side,

Did you forget?

What We were feeling inside?

Now i'm left ,

to forget,

about us.

But somewhere we went wrong,

We were once so strong.

Our love is like a song,

You can't forget it.

So now i guess,

This is where we have to stand.

Did you regret?

Ever holding my hand, never again.

So don't forget,

don't forget.
Have it all, we were just about to fall.

Even more in love, than we were before.

i won't forget, i won't forget,

About us.

But somewhere we went wrong,

our love is like a song,

You can't forget it.

Somewhere we went wrong,

We were once so strong,

Our love is like a song,

You can't forget it, at all!

And at last, pictures have been burned.

All the past, is just a lesson that we've learnt.

Don't forget, pls don't forget.

Somewhere we went wrong,

our love is like a song,

but you won't sing along,

you've forgotten, about us.

don't forget.

2009-05-11T22:03:00.003+08:00

Life's been out of chocolates lately;

yeapp. i am sooo missing all the good times in life. like hanging out with friends and stuff. bt its okay,i think...i just hope the time i have studying will definitely pay off. sighh..im only left with geography, physics, biology, literature and math paper 2 (: hahahhaha. alot to do. and you know whaaat? im still stuck at geog paper !!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha. confirm dieeeee! nyahahahahaa. ooook. so yeah. i just hope everything will go smoothlyyyy :( dun think that it will go that way though. oh oh! chalet was awesome-tastic. too bad didn't bring camera (: no camwhore, but all the pictures are kep in the heart. family bonding ime was fantabulous for sure! :) haha.did some cycling, swimming. and OMJ! i am sooooo tanned right now. so...urmm..not white? :P hahaha. and omjjjj.. i miss typing on comp! :) and i miss a'ai, nurie, and friends. no one in particular..ALL my friends that is.. hahaa(:

Mother's all over the world, its for you (:

on sunday, it was mother's day, but i didn't get the chance to go online, so here's a dedicated post for all. :) hahhaa. sunday's celbration went well for sure, i tell you (: and to all mother's all over the world, thanks for evrything. your dedication of energy, time and lots more. much much appreciated :) thanks for everything. for undergoing the suffering for 9 months, carrying the heavy ones in your womb. :) thanks. thanks, and thanks. :) and TO MY MUM; i know you're reading it! haha. thanks :))) love yaaaa lots lots lots to the core! thanks for EVERYTHING. thanks ;) love ya, and mum, if you're reading my post, tag :) that is if you know how to tag! :P love yawww!

2009-05-05T15:49:00.002+08:00

To whom it may concern;
fyi, i wasn't the one hate tagging. and you know me very well. am i stupid enough to hate-tag and then stand up for you? just bare this in mind, that i'm not the only one using the comp in the comp. i know who it was, and yet i stand up for you. now don't say you're dissapointed with me whatever shit. cos you are not suppose to feel that way, cos it wasn't me -.-". if you don't believe me, then its' okay. it just shows how much you can trust me lah har. and i love you many many. and if you think i have the heart to do that, think twice.

To my beloved blog-readers.
sorry for not updating SOOOOOO longggg. :P comp down -.-"hahaha. will be updating properly soon when comp is back to normal okayy (: and tags, will be replied soon. linking will be done soon too (: and yes, guys are STILL bastards :) nyahahhaha.

To Nurie, that is..if you're reading it..
idk how to say this. but i miss everything. from top to bottom. not that i didn't meet you in school and all. but there's something in between us. idk why. is it me? well. idk. whatever happen to us? and just as i was typing this. you called :) there's no longer phonecalls from me huh? busy.busy.busy.i only want us to be back like last time. and. if that's too hard or too big to handle, than its okay. aybe we could start anew? imy. that's all.

2009-04-22T19:08:00.003+08:00

Cos Love Is On It's Way ;

hello. im back to blog, after so long. i was..well.. sick. cos of my skipping of dinner thingy, gastric's deteriorating. and if you're worried about me, im fine now. no werries, if you're not worried about me, then why are you checking my blog? hahah. oh well. i miss friends alot. :( i lose a few kgs.

can c my bones :( so sad. got a scolding from mum and grandmum and grandpa :') tears of "touched" hahahaah. life's ok. fuck i bet there's alot of hwk waiting for me -.-" die die die! hahaha.s'kay. can make it one! :P yeah right. haha. ok am tired to the max, taking my leave. bye .

OhMyNickJonas!

2009-04-18T21:32:00.002+08:00

Nick Jonas Spells Awesome. :)

First of all, the movie was awesomestlization! :)) like ubber awesomeness. yeah. mum let me out on the last minute. i am fan-a-tic over them. if you seen the movie, you should know what i meant! :)) NICK is like awesome! Joe? HOTSTUFFS! kevin? cool-ness :)) heh. well. 2.4 was ok lahh :) slightly better tan last year i think? hah. dun care so long as i Passed :)) you know me! :)) well, supposingly, kim is gg for the run, then we're heading theatres after run. but she overslept. tsk tsk tsk :)) heh. today was awesome :)) hehe. i was sooo happy. :)) yayzeserlization. :)) addicted to the -lization word. all bcos of KIM! urgh!i hope marie and kim enjoy their day like i do. :)) it was funn hanging out with you both, that's fr sure :)) love yawwwws!:))) k. im tired. pictures some other time :)) ok byeeeee!

2009-04-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

Thinking of you;

Today was okaylahhh. (: got napfa, 5 batts. passed all. (: happy siaow! the whole day i got cramps. wasn't that happy. and somemore. mum doesn't allow me go TJB 3d movie siaow! damn sad laahhh. heart painnnn! sigh.. what to do. just follow what she say lorh. give up alrdy. :( and anw, i use lappies ystd, and the keyboard not that goodluhh. that's whyy. damn tired. got cramps all over. TGIF. (: maybe catch some sleep or not, just rest :) okok. MYE coming. MUST study (:

LOVE YA'LL (:

2009-04-15T19:57:00.003+08:00

irritated. just gnna jump dwn the building right now.

2009-04-14T21:11:00.003+08:00

OhMyJonas!

i think i totally give up on trying now. ): so sad. guys go for looks, that means, i'm nowhere near of getting any guys in future. ): super sad lahhh! then i'll be a loner all my life. fuck. im ugly! ohmyjonas. i wish nick jonas would just hug me right now! i swear! urgh! every guy i know, they go for the bloody looks. oh friends, wake up. looks is not that important! wahpiang! imma be a loner all my life, all thanks to guys who go for the damn looks. URGH!

2009-04-13T19:58:00.002+08:00

I wash my hands off love.

hell dearie, blog readers. first of all, i wanna thank Aiishah (: for the post. and for all the encouragement given like how there's alot more fishes in the sea. and yes aiishah. fix your rubix till you get it right (: and then, secondly, to nurie. thanks for asking me to cheer up. that was soooo needed. *grins* thirdly, mariedurray, for being my listening ear ystd. and MELISSA KOH LIN IM!!! i wanna thank you (: for everything! for the laughs, the smiles, the encouragements.thanks for allowing me to enter your life, though just a lil bit. and i know i may be irritating at times. well, im sorry for that. haha. so unavoidable (: and to the rest of my friends out there. thanks thanks and thanks, for teaching me a lesson or two on life.. *smirks*..thanks for just being there, completing my life. appreciate it loads, to the MAX i tell you..

hmm, lets recap. today was fine (: mrs soon and mrs tan didn't came school today. boohoo. so didn't reg. centrstage's SYF you see (: haha. i hop they did awesome -ly. so that their hard work paid off, ony god knows how hard they practice for this. cos the first script was rejected, so they have t work on a new one. then ,today. had free geog periods and lit (: hahaha. gerek h, per lagikkk! hahha. then me and jess, were talkin about gross-some stuff that i bet you guys don't wanna know! hahaa. then math, gt 0. ohh mann! MYE coming, study hard all. jia you! we all can do it (: gtg buy graph paper for math tmrw. k byees. loves! taccaire!

2009-04-13T19:22:00.002+08:00

Decision.

today's topic is about decision. in life, there's alot of decision to make. the right ones, lead you to the right path.. but the wrong ones,leads you to a pit where you will keep falling, and there's no ending. its all up to you. decision you make will always have a consquences following it (: advantages and disadvantages will follow suit. most of the time, we pick answers, make decisions, without thinking with a right mind. we'll answe in a rush. cos everthing's fast pace. sad. cos most of these times, you will pick the wrong choice. and when yu ponder over it, you'll regret. and there's no use of regret now, cos it won't change and bring you back to the place where you haven't made up your decision. im scared of decisions. i make the wrong one everytime. and i'll be sad over it for days. yes, ystd was the most dreadful day for me. but it's my choice/decision to choose whether i want to be sad or not. where i want to sit tomorrow, will i pay attention in school? decisions. decision making. yes. i may not have the answer now, but i'll get to it soon. and think about it real hard so that benefits me in many ways (: ok i know. its a random post, out of nowhere. but think. in life how many times have you made mistake? and you're repeating everything again? so? don't you think you have to do something about it? and yeah. now, its your time to makea decision whether to care about my post. your decision to make, whethr to react. (: happy making decisions lovelies (:

He's owned.

2009-04-12T19:54:00.002+08:00

Piece of mind;
i'm feeling to my lowest right now. yes, he did went online. but it wasn't as what i and yo expected. he's owned. and im die-ing. is it so wrong to hav a glimse of hope? oh thanks. i gt the answer. its a no. never a hope. not the first, why should te second. stupid mirah. faling and falling and falling lke nobody's business. omg, its the second time. and im still here at the pit. fuckshit. i hate mirah. mirah is me, so i hate me. i hate my life. yes, i have aiishah consoling me, but its not that that i want. i am fking depressed. ys, i know, there's alot more gys out there. but there's none like him. he's the only him. fucckkkkkk, and now, i feel like crying. CRYING. yes, crying, cos it just have to end this way. there's no other way. fuckkk! mirah is still living in her own world. when will she ever realise and wake up? when? omg. i hate this feeling. fucker. urgh. fucking feeling ain't going away. till when am i gonna avoid him? till when? i pierce through everytime i see his name. no, im not fanatic over him. idk why, i just have this feeling tht there was hope. fuck. imma go talk to aiishah nw. and yeah. im trying my fking best ti fking put away this fking feeling! (: sorry aiishah, i abandoned you fr a few minute. i just needed self-reflction (: i think im fine now.(: k. thanks for not caring, dude. thanks. k bye.

2009-04-12T18:13:00.003+08:00

New Song, Just For That Special Someone. Pls wake up and realise its you all along dear. sigh..

2009-04-12T17:19:00.002+08:00

I feel very low today. sorry, no pictures nor motivational words.

i'm feeling to my lowest right now. its 5.36. and he's yet to be online. im sad. and somemore, i went to his faebook, and then, i see his pretty girl friends. if he didn't fall for them, then i dun have any hope. sigh...omg. im sad..idk why, but i feel like crying..like totally...breaking down..in my life, i said to mysef, NEVER cry for a guy...well..idk...its so wrong now...he's so worth it to cry over...and like, to think that i gt no hope, hurts oh so much.come online soon. idk why, but i feel like talking to you asap. each time there's a sign saying someone's online, i just hope it was you. but it isn't, and again i feel like crying. bt im not gnna cry fr sumtink that's never gonna be mine..its just a wishful thinking of mine..idk why...bt when i msn-ed with you the other day, i felt that click that i had with mr.HOT..its sooo..co-incidental..how weird? after i eras my feelings for him, and you came along. say its fate or whatever. but im suffering, cos idk how i really feel. cos there's no hope at all, to think about even. how sad. such un closed ending. and aiishah sayang, thanks fr the post. and yeah, we should meet up soon. imma chunk on food. any updates on him, i'll surely will blog. but i dun think there's gnna be a 2nd post for today. will there? i dun think so. please go online ******. sigh....

2009-04-11T16:26:00.003+08:00

When you look around and see no one,

you didn't search enough.

hello peoplets.hows your day? mine? been great.hahaha. anw, those are some editted pictures frm syam's birthday. yeah. haahaha. anw. today's sat. supposingly, i am suppose to do my hwks..but then, i still have tmrw to finish so might as well do tmrw lorrr. hahaha. was chatting with mel (:she's fun to talk to. can make you laugh in an instant lorrrh. hahaa. so many lorrrr. yucks. i hate it. hahaha. anyway. i was just looking at my blog. suddenly, it occur to me, mirah pendek/kecik is so minah-ish. but then ppl know me bcos of me. my pendek-ness/or kecikness. so howow? imma change my name to mirah. fullstop. no front, no back. just the way it is (: and he's still now online laaah. till when am i gonna wait sia?! sigh...still am waiting cannn! (: haha. he's still dun know i fallen for him :( sigh..life's hard...nehmind nehmind..its easy..why? cos "law of attraction"...nyahahaha..okok..i miss my past..but then, if im still living in the past, there's never going to be a today. a me, now. will there? idk. sigh..i need admirers. hahahaha. i envy marie. sighh...i need admirers.. i envy those who have tons and lots of admirers. for me, a few will do..haha. but never gonna happen! sigh...okok..my stomach hurts again..sigh...have been having this pain since that day. cnt rmmbr what day, but surely is that day (:haha..okok..grandma cooked asampedas (: grandpa's favourite..hahaha. (: oh wells. am gonna chomp some food. gonna ransack that kitchen of mine (: ok go. bye! (:wait a sec..kim just called. she goes on and on and on about how awesome the movie is..now i cnt wait to watch it! 13 bucks! can save one (: ok hahaha. good for you kim! watching on 25th! yay!

2009-04-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

Do You Ever Think Of Me, Anymore;

heyloss. (: hows life? i hope everything's fine. sigh.. been not blogging fr two days right? hahaha. mum. need i explain? i'll save the explaiation ok. (: haha. new blog skin. i hope you like it. if you don't, idc either. its my blog, my say, my thoughts (: haha. first of all, happy belated birthday hisyam..haha..hope we did surprise ya somehow...haha.. the cake-kie was awesome..nyahahha..and omg, puzzle was menyusahkan :) hahah..then yeah..very tired ystd..bt had fun? and they have tons more of fun w/o me. when i left. like always. so yeah. nutink new there. hahaha. and thens. today, was awesome family day. nyahahhaa. i laughed like most of the time. cos of kak ain's retardedness, kak nirah's blur-ness, mama's gundu-ness..hahaha. like every step they made was very funny. ate, gossip, ate.. hahaha. and then!!!!!!! we had pizza hut..and it was awesome. i swears (: nyahahaa. i ate like pig lah today. hahahaa. alot! first, appetizer, we had chicken soup. then after that, pizza. hawaiian. took a few pieces. nyahahahaa. then my favourite part!, the dessert. i had warm cake with ice cream. nyahahaha. awesome muchos (: haha. oh wait. did i tell, initially, my mum wanted to bring us watch movie, but it was like full for every show -.-"..hahaha..then like we decided to window-shop. hahaha. oh oh oh! then i saw this shoe. awesome! 60 bucks only. asked mama, she said no. asked neknda, she asked me to ask atok, which i did. and when i asked atok, firstly, he said no. when walking out time he asked again!!! and i said..NO! HOW STUPID RIGHT??!?!?!?! sigh...the shoe was awesome... (: i want dxlr fr my birthday pls atok? ): plsplspls. hahahha. kak ain and me went crazy over it -.-"...while neknda went crazy over an ipod, kak nirah for some bobbi brown makeup and mama mac's makeup. atok was...well..following around..for cash needs i think! hahaha. and then aidil, die2 wanna go toys'r'us at vivocity. andOMG! pack lah siol! hahaa. he manage to get a sword. damn retarded, and kak ain kept playing with it can? hahahaha. oh wells. im done blogging..haha. and HE have yet to come online! sigh...i need him to talk to me... (: pls boy? nyahahahaha. ok byeee! (: love ya'll. taccaire!

2009-04-08T21:27:00.001+08:00

Aiishah! feel better okehh!

paper, aku ader kat cni. biler2, msg jek (: aku mesti be a listening ear for you. i hearts you manymany (: taccaire sayang (:

2009-04-08T19:05:00.004+08:00

I'm just dangerously in love with you, boy.

hello all! i decide to type as small as possible (: torture for your eyes huh? teehee. anw, the caption above is from a song (: and like yeah. pictures above, nice? nyahahaha. okok. anw today? lemme c? was awesome! nyahahaha. brought a small bag to school. and yeah. elly too (: nyahahhaa. and then had fala. then omg. b4 that was mass run. then, me reg and alex was like running away from egg yolk. we ain't no bastard/dogs/bitch. its just that, we don't have anything to talk about with her. its like awkward silence most of the time. and like i pity reg the most, its like egg yolk kept asking her queations that has got no answers -.-"...sigh...and then and then was fala. sigh. that's like funny (: nyahahaha. discuss bout future and stuffs but then mrs tan interupted and said " before you guys dream/aspire or whatever, before reaching there, you guys have to complete my work" then all started vigorously writing. damn funny lah! nyahahaha. than aft that got math (: was awesome! ms tan re taught me the basic things (: yeah than after that was english. o.m.g lah! the paper was hard can...? i know i know, we did the paper last year.. but its SO hard! i swear! so...i anyhow hantam! nyahahahha. then was p.e...walao...that one worst! iwe had to run i rounds and 1 minute break. so it was 1.2.3.2.1. so yeah sprinted at the last round, and i was nearly first when that CHEEEBONGS lahhh catch up,, so i was like wtf!?!? and she laughed at me! hahhaa. bad fattytynn! nyahahahha (: oh and then after school got malay remedial. was hi-la-ri-ous i tell you! zubees was asking what about "penyanyian" and "penepuk"...i laugh like hell i tell you! hell! and then came my turn, i said clappings instead of applause -.-" not a big deal compare to "penepuk" and the word of the day "menyantik"! hhahhahahaa. zubees zubees. nyahahaha. penepuk sounds like epok epok.. ok nonsense/crap. oh wth. andand. im happy but sad laaaaah! crapshit btol! tmrw's hisyam's bday party...and and..mama supposingly buy for him a parker pen, but didn't for whatever reason idk. im happy cos HE didn't get the pen, so didn't i. and im sad, cos what am i going to give him tomorrow when the rest gave!?!?!?! walaowhey. shit laaaaah! sigh.... :( ok. byee. toodles. and o.m.j! webcaming with kim was THE bomb. who doesn't know that yet by now is a fool. nyahahaha!

2009-04-07T19:30:00.002+08:00

When you look at the sky, its blue.

do you think its blue bcos it's blue or

it's because you heard it from someone?

ok, so today was per normal. had CJC for assembly..and now im having second thoughts on whether to go CJC lah. sigh.. the criteria is high though there's affiliation..sigh...have you ever wonder whats the next step for you? well, i have never, to be honest. idk, whats next and i have no aim to achieve whats next. i hope this is normal amongst you guys out there..but frm now on, i have an AIM. to have at least 3 distinctions. and to go to a JC! CJC that is(: watch out ppl out there, mirah's gonna work hard to achieve whatever she dreamt of getting. yes! watch out! new competition on the loose, keep your eyes wide open for my progress. now imma be the serious one, entertainment aside, besdies blogging.its like my life! so yeah. ok gtg now. cos mummy's bringing me out. to where? idk! nyahahha.oh and sorry there's no picture in this post. im in a rush to go out. so yeah! (: byees. taccaire. love ya'll!

2009-04-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

I HAVE TO DO THIS SURVEY. SO ME-ISH! nyahahaha!

1) single,taken or crushing?

crushing, which means im single :)
2)Are you happy with your life now?

currently, imma say yes.
3)When you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?

YES..! like yeah! nyahahah. actually, idk.. :P
4)Have you had your heartbroken?

omg, thanks fr making me realise, NO. :)
5)Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?

nopes. sorry, but there's no excuse for you to cheat behind his/her's back!
6)Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you.

if he repents!
7)Have you talked about marriage with another person before?

yeah! my sister.nyahahahah!
8)Do you want children?

yeah!
9)How Many?

2
10)Would you consider adoption?

if i'm infertile, then yeah!
11)If someone like you right now,what do you think is the bestway to let you know his/her feelings?

meet me up, and talk to me face-to-face. noone dares to...sigh!
12)Do you enjoy getting into Relationships?

yesyes.nyahahahahaha
13)Be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?

it doesn't last long fr anything to happen..nyahahahah!
14)Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes, ever fallen for that one, once.
15)Are you romantic?

idk, ask around, maybe not. :P

16)Do you believe you can change someone?

i did.so i believe
17)If you could get married somewhere,where will it be?

here, in Singapore. a small reception,a grand honeymoon!
18)Do you easily give in when you are fighting?

yes.
19)Do you have feelings for someone right now?

DUH! nyahahahha!
20)Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?

yeah, had i not tell enough? nyahahahha
21)Have you ever broken a heart?

no lehh, on second thought, YEAH! oh sorry.
22)If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl whom ure deeply in love with,what would you do?

i'll let him go. AND let him choose!
23)Are you missing someone now?

yeaps.
Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.
Tag them in their blog to let them know. And don't stop this going ard survey.It made ppl occupied.=)Get started!
1. nurie

2. melissa

3.veron

4.reginal

5.marie

2009-04-06T18:05:00.002+08:00

Try to laugh it off, no matter how it hurts.

Just hide it well, and everything will go fine.

hello honeybees. idk why, but i like using purple today. nyahahaha. okay. idk why, but i kept laughing. nyahahhaa. s'kay. its not always that i laugh ya know (: nyahahaha. anw.. c?? i editted another picture! nyahahaha. and yes, i'm a petite one. a small one. an ugly and fat one too.. crapshit. i need to go on a diet lah siak! nyahahaha. tapi slalu tak menjadi, boleh thn taxi uh plan aku, tapi nti fail jgak...nyahahaha. ok, maybe i have to set my priorities straight lah kan? maybe i study, then no time to eat? yeah. that will work.. (: omg. school was ok lahh..class was quiet without reg. sigh..idk what happened to her, whatever it is, come back soon, we need the NOISE. nyahahhaha. (: 3 days liao nvr see yous! nyahahha. okok. then.. oh yah! early morning, mum packed chicken floss and 2 muffins fr me. chicken floss, i gave to farfar. and the pandan muffin..waah! i tell you, shiok siak! like giler babi nyer gerek! (: i open the plastic then from far can smell. rachel and alex was sitting opposite, and the sweet smelling of pandan was really aromatising.. right alex and rachel? nyahahaha. and i let maria, sitting beside me, smelled it...and she didn't wanna taste it, tell me who wouldnt? i think maria is the only one. its so weird to type that name out..cos you know why? cos my mum's name is maria. its like, im talking bout my mum...but im NOT...nyahahah..that was lame. andand. yes zubeees. nyahahaha, i was born great (: nyahahaha. loser! nyahahah yeaps, i just called out your name! nyahahahha. and omg, till today, he still not online. maybe cos i asked him to study and he really did :( can you pls at least go online and ask for my number? sigh...nyahahhaa. actually, idc whether he's alive anod. no longer babe, no longer...nyahhahaa. im done with my homework...ooops, missed out the word almost. and omg lah, i keep on writing the as ther...haiyer, what happen to ever so proper english? and omg, i cnt wait to watch HM the movie with peepies like elaine and melly and yeahaw! nyahahah. okok. end now, cos i will continue to talk crap, so like should stop now shouldn't i? nyahahaha. (: love ya'll. taccaire. pls come online, i beg you to!

2009-04-05T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hello sayang, im back again :)

i wanted to make this post a colourful one. but...nahh...nyahaha...too lazy lah sia! nyahaha. currently talking to athirah.my old friend...sigh...i miss her. i miss hte times spent with her...sigh..and, omg. fiidaa, my cousin, super kekek luhhh! i asked, mirahpendek or mirahkecik. and she said mirahpencik or mirahkedek. nyahaha, i'll choose mirahkedek, but then it will be so kekek! sumpahhhs! nyahahaha. and imma watch 17 again with whoever who wnna watch it with me (: but with mum's permission that is.. kimmie's gonna be dead cos she never do art, imma be dead, cos tmrw got bio...nyahahhaa. hate that! nyaahaha. tmrw, it'll be a heavy bag day, and mummy still haven't buy fr me a new bag that i need ever so badly...sigh...mummy! must get me a new bag pls! nyahahaha. no, my bag is pink. and i HATE pink. bt s'kay, can live with it a few more weeks/month...bt never YEARS. nyahahhaa. omg. omg.omg. i waited and wiated and waited but like he never did went online! like crapshit siak! i wanna talk to him, really do. pls pls pls go online and ask fr my number. i want you to msg me, pls? sigh..no! im not a despo! eww! no! omg! no! i just like him so much. its a crush, i think. idk. pls, ask fr my number, ******. sigh...he'd never figure that out...i am crushing on you mr charm..and omg...funny...you know what? me and nurie is like planning to make a customized shirt when we graduate from SJC. we even planned on what to write.. and omg! i so envy the rich ppl, bt i no money-minded women. i mean, who doesn't envy Beyonce? tell me who? 5 million USdollar for an engagement ring! nyahahaha. okok. gtg..mummy's home. byees, taccaire!

love ya!

2009-04-05T18:12:00.002+08:00

Maybe you're missing some parts of your life;

nyahahahah. ^^ see the part above? yeah. idk what should i put as tittle, cos, currently, my mind has been filled up by this someone. and fuck, its very hard t let go. im cursing, ad tearing my heart apart, but it's still staying still. why don't my heart open it's eyes and see that that bloody someone is seeing the other bloody someone? sigh... okok. enough of him. i HATE him for making me me LOVE him. he's hot, but maybe he's just not for me, so MIRAH, get a bloody life, and get him bloody out of your BLOODY mind. i mean like seriously, im tired of this, waiting fr sumtink that you know won't happen. when will he realise? sigh. idc, imma be a carefree women! (: leading a happy life WITHOUT him (:

So, now, focus on me. all about me now. nyahahhaa. no. im not ego-istic like you think i am. im not -.-"...sigh...ok, you know what? this isn't about me. cos you know what? cos i gt nutink to say about my life. how pathetic. im alone. at home. nothing to do besides chatting with lovely friends that never fail to brighten up my day. (: friends like, nurie, reg, alex, mel and yeah. mostly that. and i think im falling for this new guy. don't ask who. not telling. not even you nurie, now don't give me those "since when you hides sumtink from me?" cos, i still ain't telling. na'ah. nyahahhaa. between me, myself and i, yes alex. only 3. nyahahah. i.am.so.bored.right.now.alone.at.home. sighh...am suppose to watch twilight DVD that mummy borrowed from cik ros, bt ain't got the mood. kak ain's out with mama, and so is grandparents and lil bro, and daddy's driving. and kak nrah went out dating. so that practically leaving me alone at home lorr. sigh..and if you notice, i didn't edit today. 1 is cos i gt no picture. and 2 is even if i have picture, editting with lappies is so hard lah. and you know what? see the paragraph above? yeah, that is for PREVIOUS crush, new one will be in the next paragraph. now if you cme running to me saying im a bitch so easily changing crush. you soooo dun know me. i drool over a certain guy so certainly so long lah! and yeah, the guy above? is like way more than one month i've been crushing. pathetic lah cos he dun even know. sighh...ok, imma talk abt him now!

Congrats mr.charm. you made me fall for you, just by talking to you. idk why i fall for you, but this feeling is soo not gg away that fast. believe me, its gonna be like mr.HOT, making me fall for him. i wish you could notice my feelings for you, unlike mr.HOT. who doesn't even c that, when its so obvious. and yes, i hope maybe there's a next step...sigh...maybe that's too far, but oh i wish you would like at least take a step further and take down my number and msg me...oh pls.. lets pray you too feel the same way..pls, omg, im so not crazy in love. im jst crushing? idk. pls, mr. charm, make the next step.

p.s: sorry that the post is so long. its about 3 ppl ya see.

sorry that this post has no picture.

sorry that this post is like so boring, but its my blog, my say. you dun like, buzz off! and ..

sorry mr charm fr falling for you. ithinkiloveyou, but i dun wanna make it official. i fall for you, for the first time indeed. but it seems that we connect so easily. maybe we have chemistry?

2009-04-04T18:24:00.002+08:00

I need you in my life,

you're the reason i'm breathing.

Hello humans of the world and readers of my blog. (: nice day? yeahh. i know...hahaha. today has been so far so good (: haha. woke up at 10 ish.. then bath, then ate "breakfast"! hahaha. okayss. then after that. was in the room watching the movie called 'definitely, maybe'..ok lahh...then kak ain went out.. mummy came home..then i was watching this comedy. a malay one. oh boy. not funny. the tittle is 'los dan faun'..err...too lazy to elaborate...sigh..then agn edit edit edit. webcam with lovely kim! (: oh forgot. i watched HANNAH MONTANA! (: my idol, miley cyrus is THE BOMB i tell you. me and kim about the jonas brothers concert..how i wish it would came true..lets pray hard altogether, tht it will eventually come true... (: hahha..im gg off now.. gonna karaoke at karaokeparty.com. you should try too (:

2009-04-04T18:06:00.009+08:00

To : FaFaFaFatynnJendol!

My favourite!

2009-04-04T12:48:00.002+08:00

I need a friend like you, a smile like yours and a mind like yours;

Difficult to find cos you're one in a million.

omg omg omg. today is saturday. and you knw what? its the only saturday that im free. lucky me (: hahhaa. last saturday was AC. then the others was well, filled up with stuffs (: funny. ahahha. anw.. i found this website lah. and its like super cool. look on what its said about me. the comments in brackets are made by me. (: enjoy reading and puking! :P

My view on Myself:

You are intelligent (yeah right! so smart tht i keep failing?), honest(errm..maybe?) and sweet(LIKE SUGAR!). You are friendly to everybody( obviously..!) and don't like conflict(but it just kept coming). Because you're so cheerful and fun(this part, i have to agree. t-hee) people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.(this part is so not right!)
The type of boyfriend that i am looking for:

You are not looking merely for a boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner(no i don't! i still wanna have fun!). Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with(ok, i'll try, but no guarantees :)). The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.(sigh, this guy is being hard on me then! )
My readiness to commit into a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person( this, i have to agree!, why? i dun wanna another girl to passby and take him! DUH!). And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (sorry, but i don't get this line, at all!)

The seriousness of my love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively(WTF?!haha. believe me, i don't -.-"). The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms(sigh...if only lah kan!). But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?(how to choose when there's nobody to choose from?)

My views on education:

Education is very important in life(yes ma'am!). You want to study hard and learn as much as you can(yes, but is there any simpler way to do that?).
The right job for me:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income(yesyes! pls pray fr me fr this line to come true!). Knowing what you like to do is important(YES! it is important!). Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life(Ohh yeah!).

How do I view success:

You are afraid of failure(tell me who isn't?) and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed(pardon my such low self-esteem). Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (like a lion? hahaha! fuck. no -.-")
What am I most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble(but no longer do:)). You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself(yesyes!). Independence is important to you.(More like freedom?)

My true self:

You are mature(yeah sure. ask ard.), reasonable( i do thinks with a reason), honest(need i repeat?) and give good advice(do i?). People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues(most of the times, yeah.). Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.(what it means is a love problem instead of a idk, "use your brain" problem kinda thing)

So, that was basically it. if you wanna know more about yourself, go here.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

yeah. thre ^^ try clicking, if not, copy and paste -.-"

haha..proper update soon. love ya'll peepies!

2009-04-03T18:28:00.002+08:00

When It's so hard to say i love you, why don't you try expressing it?

sigh...life is really unpredictable ain't it? sigh..idk...im just sick and tired of mine if you're not of yours.. wishing that it'll get better every second, just won't work. don't you think? oh wells, let's look on the bright side of life...afterall, you are sticking with YOUR LIFE till death ya know -.-"...just bare with it abit longer, and i assure you, it's all gonna be ok.. maybe not like last time, the one you were already used to, but it's gonna be ok still.. sigh..sometimes, i look at myself, and i see IMPERFECTION...wait, to come to think of it, it's all the time...you look at me, and what do you see? honsestly? i know firstly you look at me and you know im complicated, and a lazy bum.. to change that perspective of yours (and mine) is like so hard! cos you know why? cos it's true. it's the fact.

and you know what? there's alot more you have to know if you think you know me. i can hide my feelings very well except for some who really really knows me. you know yourself who you are, the ones i cn never hide my feelings. and when you look at me, i feel uncomfortable. i feel im ugly and there's no need to tell me and stare at me...cos i know i am...as hard as i want to change that too, i cnt..why? cos again, it's the fact...im ugly inside and out, so tell me 10 good reasons why should you be friends with me? tell... ok...no bargain.. 10 is too much right? i know! its just so hard to find my positive sides, and to ask you to name my 10 flaws, will be like super easy... i know! sigh...

But you know what? what if you and i look at me at a different angle/position? will things be different? will i still be the ugly person you had in your mind? will i still be? will i still have flaws in many ways? have i not be good to you? have i? have YOU think of looking at me from a different angle? have you? and im not referring to anyone in particular, im referring to general...what if you look at me in a different way? will i ever be the same ANNOYING amirah? will i?

YOU DECIDE, YOUR CHOICE ON HOW TO LOOK AT ME, HOW TO THINK ABOUT ME. NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU. SO DECIDE.

2009-04-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

When Things Never Go Your Way, Don't Simply Assume It Won't...

hello everyone...its been long since i've blogged ain't it?hahahha....sigh....life's been okayy (: happy for me too. happy for you too.. (: anw, i think im getting a grip of my studies nowadays..dun know why, but it just seems that way...and no, its not from the donuts Sister gave -.-"...hahaha. i love all my firends. like seriously, can make me laugh, no matter whaaat..!haha..well, as you can see from the pictures, hw boring my life is, therefore, making me super free to super edit my super pictures. and im telling you, i've tried my very best to hide my ______. but it's like super annoying cos ppl keep noticing it! &&, no worries, i ain'g got no tattoo lovelies. not that high yet and i ain't got no piercing (: im a good girl ya know..! and im like seriously not used to it. like fuckshit, i feel as if my ______ is tearing! like cheebye kia lah sia! :'(..i've tried my very best to be strong, i just hope, that this feeling will go away ASAP (: ok, now, gonna talk about him lah seyzes (:
okay, it's been long since we've talked, and thank goodness the feeling is fading away again...keep your distance from me (: thank you very much for knowing what to do when i didn't tell you to...see, that's the problem, i keep melting on every step you make. crapshit. i wish you didn't excist in my life..maybe in her's but never in mine...sigh.. ilymanymanystillmrHOT:D

2009-03-30T18:42:00.006+08:00

Reginal Allyn

hello reg :) i cnt find a pict of us. well i can, but it's either, im not looking at the camera or you :( so, i editted our pict. and that's the only pict that you were alone. :) so yeah. well, first of all, i wanna say sorry i've hurt you many many times. it has all been about me, and i think that's wrong of a friendship relationship. i've broke your trust, and it's only right that i built it up again :) and again, i'm sorry, and thanks for giving me a second chance :) ily babe :)
Marie Natalie
well, well, what do we have here. teehee. MARIE SUMMARY! i LOVE you to bits and pieces i tell you :) although at times i get annoyed at you and you get annoyed at me, at the end of the day, we'll be back on top right? i always joke around, so anything, don't take it to heart/hard. overall, i just want you to know that i love you much much :) twx baby uhh!??! hahah. teehee.
Munirah Ahmat
teehee. again again your face right here. hahaha. ily and and. you look pretty in most of the pictures. all and all, i love you from the bottom of my heart. thanks for everything, esp for just being there, whenever, wherever.
Melissa Koh

Mel, i love you many many also...Don't wory, i nvr did forget about you laaaa! haha. even if your picture nt in blog, it will always be in my heart lorhhh! hahaha. your lame-ness is much awesome-ness lahh cann...all the more i sayang you, you know....hehe...okok. taccaire...love ya... (:

2009-03-30T17:59:00.002+08:00

When You Think It's The 'Time' In Your Life where Everything just have to comes your way, just persevere and be patient cos the good things will come only in the later part of the story (:

ystd was uber fun-ness right frens? hahah! lets dance! hahha -.-".. i think marie super embarassed to go with me and Fatin ystd. hahaha. ask marie why! hahahha. hilarious sia. we had fun overall :) love ya bbg! haha. today? couldn't be more better. passed my GEOG! :) then then, went home, nurie sent me till rp. then home, made the perfect cheese+nutella toast. :) recipe, from one and only sis nirah. i love her to bits! and oh! she's beside me -.-" ..she's carefully analasing all ym pimple. annoying or what? say omg lah! now she's asking me " must you write everything?" of course i do! DUH! -.-" MY DIARY whaaaat. ahhaa. and i think what abg khai said is right, sometimes she live in her own world! why? like just now, out of nowhere, she talks about my pimple..sigh, kak nirah kak nirah..haha, random lahh! but i love her anw, and no werries, i love kak ain as much too :) so kak ain, if you're reading this, I LOVE YOU as much as I LOVE KAK NIRAH :)ohoh! did i tell yo we had this math game in math class. very fun sia! teehee. oh, and mel, wait for your picture in another post coming right after this :) love youuu! anyone wanna picture edit,do request, gladly help :). and i have a surprise for kak nirah. :) wait k? just wait. ok loves, bye, taccaire, have a nice day :)

2009-03-29T14:18:00.004+08:00

I think I'm In Love, But You Think You are Trapped ;

Sigh, hello all. i cnt stop thinking about him. its like whenever i think about him, i get dissapointed cos he will never realise my feelings for him. sigh, s'kay. i really ahve to learn to forget abt him,and move on with life. im still young...s'kay.. the time will come when ppl finally realise im pretty in one way or the other. sigh...okok. so today was ok.. woke up early like around 7 pluss cos...idk! ahahha. im hungry laaah. tht was whyy i think...hahah... then, slept again after breakfast -.-" ! haha. then fold clothes with sis's help, iron clothes (alone :) then... now im at the comp, after a long day of edits. why? 1) was because i want to take pict with jess, but never got the chance. popular uh jess!.. then 2) was because i was checking ppl's blog, and found veron's and she dedicated one post to me. aww. ilyt! 3)alex said in her blog she love me to bits. need i explain more?!haha. meeting marie and fattytynn at cp at 5 and heading to airport soon after. guys, enjoy the dedicated paragraph ok ? :) much love, Mirah!

Jessalyn Soo Jia Ning

jess! i know we nvr take pict before...thats why i edit our pict..together..nice? teehee. i hope you like it. you look nice in the pict! :) ily babe! and thanks for everyting you ever did, to help me in one way or the other ! love you truclkoads!
Veronica Soh Chu Ying
Veron uh veron!haha. laughing away with you was great :) hahaha. laughing at your unpredictable movement! hahahaa. piglet's big fan on the loose. and omg. i miss 2 charity too! and like miss "curtain" Thanks For the dedicated paragraph for me :) i love you many many too ya know! taccaire, and your laugh uh! hahha. from far will know its yours -.-" ! hahaha. love you truckloads! :)

Alexzndria Ace

hehe..thanks for saying that you love me to bits. i do too :) and like. thanks for everything. thanks for just being there whenever. hehe. i couldn't do much. i hope you like the newly edittd picture. and dun werry, your pict is just nice. not too big nor too small. love ya babe! my spasm/redbull friend. taccaire. and always rmmbr, me...gerard way? dun click...na'ah.. so asking stuffs that has got to do with him, gives me no effect..unless, you talk about..you know who...:) ok. babe, again, thanks. and Love ya Truckloads! :)

2009-03-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

When There's Nothing To Do, Then Do Nothing (:

I am so so so so so so so so bored lah today. bt ppl in my lifes make it interesting-.-! hahaha. first, wake up early at 9 plusses. had a great laugh with grandma and accusing Aidil of stuff he didn't do. he cried. aww..:'( haha, then, i played comp, then bath, get ready for AC. then met Nurie dearest and Fatin Hilarious at KFC, cos i was meeting nurie at first, then kak ain wanted to tagged along cos she wanted to tie scorpion -.-! lame lahh! then she was annoying. kak ain kak ain -.-"! hahhaa, then bought bubble tea, walked and talked along the way. "fatin is a joke herself" hahahaha. everyone knows that -.-"...then reached. Nurie got restless and wanted to do her math! and Fatin went off wandering. hahaha. then funny sia. i dun think they want us to represent our class anymore la! so ungraceful both of us, dudok dahlah terkangkang. tak boleh pekik, pekik jgak. tak fhm bahase! hahahah. After shouts, suddenly we laughed, cos it'll be embarassing if we gt thrown out laaah! hahha...then, hmm.. what else...oh the reception was nicenice (: "DON'T LOOK AT ME EATING, I look like a pig!"...YEAH! that's a tip..hehe.. anw, then went home, now im in front of the comp. and oh oh oh! just now was heelarious lah! mr chan and melissa in one conv? can die! i swear. and and and! tmrw im gg airport with marie! and Fatin?? hahaha. yeahpps. sending the indonesian friends back :'(...sigh, i wish i can go jakarta/bandung agn sia. damn fun uhh!sigh...3 A's? you think i cn make it mehh? cnnt manns! hahaha.okeehhhokeeehhh, im going to wait for mel to finish bathing, meanwhile, im going to play game, and did i tell you? kak nirah is gg crazy! she wants t play badminton tmrw?? like wtf?? we dnt even have rackets, much more shuttlecock! hahah. funny sia. ilove her aniwaes :) ok nyahahaha. bye peepies.

[MirahPendek]

2009-03-28T11:47:00.001+08:00

Happy belated 19th Birthday bbg dearest!

Sorry for the one day late post, haha. but i still post whaaaat! i love you veh much, and i hope you spend your nineteen years of living well. teehee. you wanted to become a nurse, you are near there. congrats. i wish you luck in evritink you do ok :) love ya! taccaire!

2009-03-27T20:39:00.001+08:00

FOUND THE PICTURE SOMEWHERE DEEP BETWEEN THE FILES. ITS BURNING HOT. LAME -.-!

2009-03-27T18:03:00.004+08:00

When You Know It's Not The Right Thing To Do, Why'd You Do?

Sigh...Today is Friday. What Does It Mean?
-end of the day for the week
-tmrw is saturday, then sunday, then Monday!!
-have to finish up homework by today -.-"

see? i think life is short, thus we have to live life to the fullest. Don't Care what will Happen In the Future, just think of now. right now. every second of now. right now? i just wanna care about my education. i'm improving :) that's something new isn't it? i knoww. well, again, like i say, life is full of unpredictable stuffs waiting to happen. you can never predict what's next! you know whaaat. im complicated. "on first look, you'll definitely know"..sigh.. when you're complicated, your life follow suit. sigh, that's just life ain't it? hahah. looks is really deceiving. totally, and seriously. ppl may look like im innocent and stuffs, but really what's inside is scars, one after another and some just kept bleeding. and my tittle? yeah, that's for me. i mean like seriously, women of integrity! in which part of my life do i input that? i think i should practice it more often. honestly, this is what i am. an annoying-irritating-friggin' chilidish kid. when am i ever ever ever gnna change? idk myself. i tried my best to change, but i'll just keep hurting, so tell me why i shouldn't give up trying? i gave up. i gave up the minute i know i hurt another soul. its hard for me dun you think? well,if you think its not, it is. i gt family who is not really behind my back. a few friends trusting me. tell me, how much more can my life be a factor of bore? tell! cnt right!sigh.. sorry fr the long post.. words just keeps flowing out of my mind and my hand keeps typing. and yet, im not finish bout "mr dreamy guy".sigh.. i'll talk about my feelings towards him some other timee :))) lest, you get REALLY bored, the fact that you already are, doesn't help -.-"! haha. and yeah. im signing out and i want to talk to ppl. like talk, find out about THEIR lives instead of ME! for once, im thinking of others. thank god! sigh. byee!

2009-03-26T18:23:00.003+08:00

You are the Rainbow in my life, but too bad you don't know who you are

To That Special Someone,

Thanks For Making Me Fall For You All Over Again.

It Takes A Very Long Time For Me To Forget You,

But Takes Just A Second To Make Me Fall For Your Charm.

You May Be Seeing Her, For Now.

But Maybe You Will Realise That I Was There For You,

All The While.

I Don't Know How Much Longer I Can Pretend,

To Imagine You With Her,

Makes Me Envy Her With All My Heart,

She's Just Oh-So-Lucky,

But Too Bad She Couldn't See That The Charming One,

Is Right InFront, Waiting For Her.

Oh Well, You May Think I'm A Bastard,

Liking Him, When I'm The One Setting Them Up.

I Want Him To Be Happy, But I Don't Know..

How Much Longer Can I Wait?

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Today is Oh-so-fun :D

Nothing Much Happen, Well Maybe It Did But Maybe It Did, But I Forgot! Teehee. You Know How STM Can Really Get Me :D bt s'kay, Overall, it was funn, tiring and omg. can't wait for tmrw! the "kids" are in town! weeee~! gonna have loads of farns tmrw. teehee.

oh oh oh! i just rmmbred sumtink!

"fan is a chico"

"pek"

hahahha funny sial! bleh tahan taxi uh eh? hahaha! woopsies. there's just so much gg on, and now that im back on the happy mode, it's uncotrollable lah sial! hahah.

btw kan korang2, aku rinduu kawan2 aku yang kat primary school dulu tuu.. bleh thn taxi uh besar dier... sigh... aku dh tinggi, and aku bangg nk tunjok korang braper tinggi aku dh grow! :D happy nyerr. kawan2, jumper yok satu hari nanti okehh? sayaaaaang korang. okehh byee :D

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To Nurie sayaaang.

be strong okehh? aku sayaaaang kaww. :D and no matter whaaat. aku ttp ader kat cni. its a matter of choice whether kau nk share ke tknk okehh bbg. its been so long since aku balek ngn kaww. jom balek samer2 lagik. teehee. enjoy life,coz its sticking with you till "kingdom comes"??hahah!

2009-03-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

The Hardest Thing To Do Is Watch The One You Love, Love Someone Else

Heyhos Everyone! Hows Your Everyday Going? Great? Then Good For You.. Mine? Has Been Alot Of Ups And Downs. Sigh.. Now? Currently? I'm Climbing Again.. All The Obsticles, Do Taught Me A Very Valuable Lesson That I Can Use In My Later Part Of Life :D

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Have you ever had this feeling? the regret? after you have done sumtink that will cheer others up, but definitely let you down? see my tittle? yes. sigh. unpredictable much huhs? sigh, to let two people be happy, let me feel the downfall. sigh. be happy, my friends. love you, and you. taccaire.

2009-03-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Nurie/Nughreigh :)

Hahahaha, omg, my post with all pink! just for you bbg :D nurie sayaaaang, happy birthday. Happy 16th Birthday to be exact :) i love youu. and i only wish the best for you! in everyhting you do! Don't ever say this "i give up" coz then, you will. just don't! ok? you've been my strong pillar all this while. and i only wish i could be the same! :) and on your 16th birthday here, i really hope that things won't change that much :) i really do hope. i don't want to lose any single piece of my puzzley life. be happy always kehh bbg? i sayaaaaang u memany :D haha. and stay strong for me if not for you.(or is it the other way round?). have fun, and always always keep a space for me in your heart :D

lastly, you know wht im gonna say!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, NURIE SAYANG!

2009-03-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

Iidah sayaang,

aku rindu kau jgak lah sia!SUMPAH! aku rindu kau giler babi! mcm giler babi. aku rindu main tennis ngn kau, main badminton yang tak pass2 ngn kau! makan ngn kau, tido ngn kau, ketawer ngn kau! andand, buat kerje giler ngn kau -.-! hahaha. tak sayang oi, aku tak akan pernah luper kesemua kerja giler yang kita buat berdua :) i love you as much as you love me kehh bbg? hahaha. siak. macam2 sak kiter buat! hahah. and did you know tht biler kau wish aku happy birthday, aku nanges? sbb aku rindu kau giler babi. kiter rapat macam siak punyer siak. haizz.. maybe, one day, kiter jumper lagik. buat kerje giler lagik kehh bbg? aku rinduuuuuuuuuuuuu kau sgt. and yesyes. kau mesti ingat jigak aper kite buat. asek2 kacao kakak kau jekk. peh kental, kiter...hahha.lastly,

AKU RINDU KAU JUGAK!

2009-03-21T20:48:00.003+08:00

OhMyKents!

i got 2 dedicated post today!

oh! today was oh-so-fun! teehee. i have alot alot alot to share luhh :D

oh and i've got two dedicated post. one fr idah sayang and the other for Nurie :D

haizzz. today there's pizza party :D veh veh veh fun lah sial! hahaha :D the pizza was awesome :D great hosting too, reyanna :D teehee. i want the cinammon pizza still ya know! i really do! its so... one in a million :D hhahaha. and yeah it was awesome! hahahaha. ok i have like two more post to go. and btw, comp sumtink wrong. cnnt open blogger. and im using lappies and! im having fking cramps! shit lahh!

2009-03-20T19:48:00.003+08:00

The world would be so lonely, in sunny hours or gray. Without the gift of friendship, to help us every day...

haizzzz... today is alex's birthday, and i forget. how bastard can a friend be?? tell me lahh!haiyer, i think im one of the last to wish her, after she drops alot of hints on me. wtfudge!? sorry alexis. oops i meant alexzndria. hahah. omg alex. HAPPY 16th Birthday! as i said, a year older, a year weirder whaaaaat! hahahah! big laughs on tht! -.-" ... hahahaha. i love you, tho you're weird, super lame and super mcr fan. and twilight. and paramore. and art..s'kay. i love you still, coz you're my friend :) ily babe!

fellow readers, sorry i didn't post ystd. i was tired lahhs. i gt YOG camp. and i flunked it. omg. so sad :(. i really want to be part of it! but s'kay. hahahha. and then, went fr lunch with rubini, natasha and sharifah at ps. and i swear that sharifah is annoying. super! like annoys me very much lah! bt s'kay. we had funns. haha. bt will be much more, without her and her big mouth ard! teehee. and then went home ard 5+. i meant reached. yeahs. and then mummy called to accompany her go Singapore Expo for Halal food carnival. haha. alot of food samples. me likey! hahaha. bought alot of food. happy happy. thts all. went hme, and slept -.-! hahahha!

then todays, wake up ard 10-ish. bathed. am suppose to eat tht memory booster b4 breakfast.. but oopsies...hhahahha.. -.-! the reason i have to eat tht memory booster? hahahha. anyshaws. Nurie wants me to have a higher class of a taste. hey! he is HOT! wait. HE defines hot. omigiiiiieeeeez. *drools*. hahaha. am suppose to follow mummy go Expo again, for popular carnival. bt too lazy and besides kak nirah is too tired to go too. and like, hey, there's nutink wrong in accompanying her. some more. my menses is here. i hate it. but... every Woman have to go through this whaaaat -.-

Oh! and and! tomorrow is nurie bbg's birthday. hahaha. she must be excited huh? teehee. i've told her tht im giving th present on monday. cn she wait? she have to! hahahha. tmrw she's gg somewhr with th guys and fatin, her cuzz. wait, i rmmbred. its pasir ris? hahahah. -.- haiyerrrr. i want to follow too. bt i cnt, coz i gt other plans. which is...(on next paragraph)... whatever it is, nurie, i love you still like amirah loves candyfloss. wait wrong... like amirah loves...hmm...lets c.. oh ya! tht's it! like amirah loves nurie! truckloads babe, truckloads! teehee. have fun tmrw kayy? and im as dissapointed as you are abt c.o.f. bt its a globalised world (-.-) hahaha. everitink have to change :) for the better? idk.

and and! tmrw! there's cheerleading party at rey's place! yay! cnt wait! teehee. the only problem is... WHAT TO WEAR!?!?!?!? oh fudge. im gg with fattytynn and sajiji. saji have no problem coz she's frm school. me and tin tin? farqqqs larh cheeebye. hahahahaha. idk!!!! ok. i'll just wear the tube dress?ok set. tube dress it is :) ok. byee! gtg. and omg! i still haven't finish hwk -.-! farqers larhhh!

Byees. toodles!

2009-03-18T21:40:00.002+08:00

Heyyyys =]

This is my second post for the dayy.im bored luhhs. teeheee. i love my friends. they just make my day =] now, its bearable enuff, for me to go thru.. yessuh. yessuh. three bags full. teehee. currently, videocalling with kimmie dearest =] yessuh.hahaha. i like making this emoticon -.-.. so funny!anyshaws, i keep mixing rey and jazzy. so farnie. hahahaha. big laughs on that! hahaha =] and nurie and me got bad eye sore sia! hahaa. only god knows why. hahah =] hahaaaa. i miss laughing. wait. i've been laughing alot lately. andand, i gt YOG camp tmrw. yayness? no! coz kimmy bbg is not gg :( she gt math and ss class....haiz.. have fun? haizz.. s'kay. i'll just entertain myself to death then...:'( okok. i gtg wait for mummy to come home with nasi lemak -.- ! im hungry for goodness sakes!

2009-03-18T17:36:00.002+08:00

A true FRIEND stabs you in the front;

Today was awesome =] studied with my peepies. and i realize, my language is not strong. both some more. how how? it feels so awkward blogging in malay. teehee. farq larhs! hahaha =] i like my new tagboard made by nurie =] hahahah. and omigieeeez, the font, abit small huh? hahahah. squint your eyes to read. hmm.. today was awesome-ness. nearly complete my math! wee~! teehee. and oh! i spent nearly $20..on dunno WHAT! like wtfudge mann! urgh. niwaysss. look forward for this sat! there's partyyyyy =] teehee. and and, its my good friend's birthday tooo! i already gt your present. i'll give on monday ok? as explained =] teehee. and omigieeeeeeeeeeeez. im supah dupah tripah bored larhs cans? hahahha. fark. idk why, bt i find myself bloghopping most of the time. and some cheebskaters go and use my email add for some farking starf. so annoying. urgh! andand. kak nirah's birthda is coming, and idk what to giveeee! howow? s'kay. chill. 9 more days whaaaat..! hahha. and ppl, sorry for not linking, its just that, i dun give a damn anymore. ppl keep changing their URL, and! ppl keep asking me to link. to lazy. i dun mind you not linking me whaaaaaaaaaaat =]. and, omigieeeeeeeeeez. im soooooo sedih still . i cnt smile like before. bt s'kay, work with what i have? yesyes. and omg. my adek so cute.

Aidil : kakak, pakaikan adil ni.

me: ok, kiss dulu

(kiss)

aidil: tadikan, adil nampak kakak pegy skola. adil bedek2 tido nti mama marah. (do the sleeping action)

I was laughing. haha. he is weird. he may be cute but he can be SUPAH DUPAH TRIPAH annoying too. oh brother.hehe.and he dislikes my blog song. and LOVE marie's gee song. sheesh. wtfudge!!?.. okok. im supah dupah tripah bored, i'll find someone to talk to in MSN. teehee. love ya readers. =] byeees =]

2009-03-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

When it hurts to look back;

and yet very scared to look ahead,

just look beside you;

and i'll be there =]

omigieeeeeez. im feeling to the lowest right now. like crappy shitters. seriously. look at all my latest pictures, its ugly! and i cnt smile like i use to. it won't be the same and won't be as nice. i wanna go back, to my not-so-pretty smile, that to me, is pretty enough. i dun care anymore what ppl wanna say. i want my OLD smile backk. fuck. im in tears. you cnt just turn back time and get what you want, it don't works that way. and again im feeling lowww!

2009-03-17T12:50:00.005+08:00

THANKS, Friends =]

today is a not-so-heavy-pictures post. teehee. enjoys =]

me-munirah

C.O.F

NURIE

My Friend =]